Emo Boy

September 6th 2010

2010-09-06T21:21:00.002+08:00

In my heart now...all I can think of is you!! I cant really study even though my exams are just these three days!! Seriously, you really brighten up my day especially today when i first opened our message! really!! i cant stop laughing about it! you really give me motivations to do things that i wont do!! Its only a day that we didn't talk and it makes me feel that i left out something throughout my entire life!! I REALLY MISS YOU!! i finally found out that you are the one that will give me happiness and always be by my side!! i don't know whether are we really compatible or you just want us to be close friends!! i seriously do want to know what you are thinking right now!! but all the matter is that...I just want to be with you!! you mean everything to me right now!! all of this i said are all from my small little heart! however...this little heart will grow bigger when i am with you!! i know you are not ready!! but no matter....i will wait for you!! even though i wooed many girls before but somehow they don't really belong to me. when i first met you...i felt something that really brings us together!! but i dont what it is!! but all i hope is that we could be together!! I will wait for you!! and if we are together...you will be my first love that i ever had in my entire 19 years of my life and i will...cross my heart...treasure and love you till I step out of this world!!

I really really miss you!! :(

Why must I always be the one who suffers???!!!

2010-04-28T20:17:00.002+08:00

"sigh" why am I always be the one who is lonely and suffering from depression while I see others get their dream soulmate and staying happily together!!! WHY WHY WHY???!! Can't I just be given a chance to change everything!!! I really really really hope the day will be soon!!! Please!!

SOB SOB SOB End of Year one!! Can we stay what we are next semester???!!!

2010-03-02T01:11:00.005+08:00

WOOOOOW!! Its been a very very very very very long time that I didn't update my blog!! Seems dead!! Even the blogskin is still the same!!! However, I think this blog is like my personal diary!!! Because seems like no one will come and see it!! No matter what, I am gonna post!!!

Finally exams are over however its also the end of my first year in NP!!! Most of all, I gonna miss all my class mates in T11 like my brother, Suffian, who has always been there for me when I am in need, Fidy, Qiao Ling, Ain, Zenice, Stephanie, James, Kang Meng, and some others!!! Really gonna miss all those fun that we had spent!!! Even though I just mixed with Fidy's group during 2nd Semester or should I say at the end of 1st Semester!! Not only that, I am going to miss my L03 friends like my mummy and brother, Hafizah and Firdaus, and Suffian's darling, also Hafizah, Sara, my godsis, Pearle, Andrew and their group, who I always love to spend my time with, mostly is Firdaus who has been guiding me along during lectures and brightens up my day with his jokes and teases!!! Gonna miss those best times!!! Without them, I won't be what I am today!! Oh yeah!! Not to mention that, I gonna miss Susila and Reubban, who always brightens up my day!!! Thank you guys for all those great memories!!! Really appreciate it even though we had some little conflict or fight in between during our first year, but I won't forget you all even if we have to change class or lectures next semester, because you guys are the best!!! *SOB SOB SOB* If it is not for you guys, I will confirm will change my course next semester rather than staying in Nursing!! You guys made me stay and make me feel that Nursing in L03 and T11 is my second home!!!

I also want to apologize if I had treat you guys badly and hurt you guys!! Really sorry and I wish I could take all those back!!! You guys ROCK!!! Especially spending my final time with the two Firdaus and Suffian playing soccer after our last paper!!! Hope there is another soccer game!! If have, do remember to call me!! I will try my best to be there!!!

Now, I am waiting for my class, T11, class outing at East Coast Park!!! Gonna spend every single moment preciously together before we don't see each other!!! And I have to personally apologise to my brother, Suffian, for not able to stay overnight!!! I really do want to stay but I have no choice!!! Think you should know about it!!! REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY BRO!!!

In my mind now, I really really wish that we do not need to change and stay what we are now until we graduate!!! Its like breaking us apart!! And I don't want that!!! I guess you guys out there too don't want to change!!! REALLY GONNA MISS YOU ALLL!!!!!

Turning from the bright side to the dark side!!

2010-01-05T20:14:00.003+08:00

What a f@!#ing start of the new year I have..seriously...

First of all...receive a bad news from my friend which made me lost hope in myself and started to make me cry just before I was about to tuck into bed. When I woke up on the next day, became sick. Feeling Nausea and Feverish. Moments later, my friend texted me telling me that its all a joke. So after hearing that, I felt kinda better. So I did have a proper sleep. Today, when I went to facebook, I saw something that is not suppose to be known, so all those joke was a lie? Is it?

Doesn't matter what happen, I just wanna say my final sentence that the Glenn you know, will no longer be the same again. Even no though how hard you try to cheer me up, I will still stay as emo as ever. Thanks for the "joke"! Was having about to have a peaceful recovery, but it seems its not! So for now, I will just walk alone!

FINALLY!! YAYYY!!!

2009-11-28T22:36:00.003+08:00

Finally I gotten my very own Apple Mac Book Pro!!! Soooooo HAPPYYYYY!!! HAHAHAHAH!! However...there is still something missing!!! I really hope whether I can get this chance!!! REALLY!!! I DO!!!

TIRED!!!

2009-11-02T00:05:00.002+08:00

Wooooooww!!! Its been a long time since I last updated my blog!! Have been rather busy because of school and SWS Youth Performance!! Really damn tired!!!

However...I can finally rest a little as the performance is over and it went pretty well I guess!!! I hope the disc is out soon!!!

Today...went out with parents and sis to catch This Is It: The Michael Jackson's Movie!!! It's really damn awesome!!! But I almost cried when he sang certain songs!!! As he is my very first idol in music!!! And he had to go so fast!!! :( Michael!!! We will miss you and you will forever be in our hearts!!! The King Of Pop!!! Long Live The KING!!! Love Lives Forever!!!

Alright!! I think I am suppose to sleep now!! So...that's all people!! Ciao!!!

GOSH!!!

2009-10-18T00:31:00.002+08:00

WooooooW!!! Its really been a long time that I didn't update my blog!!

"sigh" why must my holidays end so fast!!! "sigh" next Monday will be my first day of school and in my mind now is to continue to compose drum covers for random songs that I want to make!!! However...in the end..I only did one and it really sucks...first...it sucks because I made a lot of mistakes and secondly...my camcorder had just ran out of memory space when it is about to come to the end of the song!!! ARGHHHH!!! Initially...I thought of making a lot of drum covers and post them on youtube!! But it seems that I can only do so after my upcoming SWSYO concert or on my next two weeks holiday!! Which I can't as I already planned out something for this special person of mine!!! She is my only piority in my head!!! I hope she would give me a chance!!! Because now...all my heart belongs to her only and no one else!! REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS HER SOOOOOO MUCHHHH!!!! :(

Alright!!! That's all folks!!!

"NO matter where you go or where you are...I will always and always be there with you!!! Because I love you and miss you soooooooo muchhhh!!!"

DEAD BEAT!!!

2009-09-26T01:54:00.002+08:00

Finally!! Four days of attachment/work are over!! Dead beat after each single day!! But somehow...I miss some of the patients that are in the ward and the room I am in as some of them are discharged and some are transferred to another ward!! They are nice and fun to talk to!! Okay!! Enough of that...made a few new friends who are in the same ward as I do!! Had fun working with them!!!

Okay...Its time for me to have my sleep!!! DEAD BEAT!!!

"Te Quiero J!!!!"

Final Decision!!!

2009-09-16T21:04:00.003+08:00

I finally made my final decision and everything in my mind is cleared except the person I confirm going for!! She is the only one I will not forget!! Because she will always be in my mind as long as I live!! The person is non-other than...............(If you wanna know...ask me personally!! but...it depends on whether if I want to tell you who is she!!! HEHEHEHEHE!!) And I raelly really really really really really really really really MISS HERRRR SOOOOOOOOO MUUUCCCCHHHHHHH!!!! I AM SERIOUS!!! My heart belongs to her!!

Hope she accepts me!!! REALLY!!

"No matter where you are!!! I will always be there for you!!! The reason is because I care and love you a lot!! "

Moody!!

2009-09-13T23:32:00.002+08:00

Past few days ago...

Was feeling damn depressed!! Though I am a 18 year old guy...I cried for three days straight because of this feeling I am having!!! (If you wanna know the reason...ask me personally!! This is to those who doesn't know why I am feeling this way!) It really hurts a lot!!! And this happen to me for the 9th time!!! STRAIGHT!!! "Sigh"...why must this always happen to me!!! :( So..while I was sad...I went through with all my past photos and I suddenly miss someone!! (If you wanna know...ask me personally!! But depends on whether I want to tell you or not!!!)

So..That's all!!

"Random Mood"

2009-08-29T00:41:00.002+08:00

WOOOWW!! It's been a long time ever since I update my blog!!! There's like spider webs everywhere and a lot dust as well!!!

Well.....Finally Exams are FINALLY OFFICIALLY OVER!!! "Three CHEERS!!!"

Alright..But I didn't expect to be that happy!! Because for my MIC!! I think I did really badly and was scared whether will I need to retake it next semester due to stress!!! REALLY!!! Because when I was doing the Short-Answer Questions, my mind went blank!!! ARGHHH!!! But heck care about it!!! IT'S TIME TO RELAX!!! ENJOY!!! DO WHATEVER I WANT!! AND DON'T THINK ABOUT STUDIES FOR SEVEN WEEKS!!! LOL!!!

Okay..after exams today, went out to catch Final Destination 4 at Vivo, which I think it sucks!! Because its the same story as Part 3 and it only made my ears go deaf!!! Due to the loud speakers!!! Not only that, sad thing is that my earpiece, the left side spoilt!! :( Really sad!!! I only can hear my music only one side!!! NO FUN!!!! After that, head straight home and it's game time for me!!!

That's all about today and the rest of the day of stressful revisions and exams!!!

"wherever you go...''
"wherever you are..."
"I will always be by your side..."
Because...
"I LOVE YOU SO MUCHH!!!"

Am I thinking too much???

2009-08-07T13:15:00.008+08:00

"am i really thinking too muchhhh????!!!! does my thoughts i am thinking are true???? I really do not know what to doooooo!!!!! will you accept my feelings for you???? serious!!! I hope we are together now!!! I really missssss youuuuuu soooooo muuuuccccchhhhh!!! my heart and feelings about you are all true!!! I wont go for other anyone else other than you because you are someone special to me!!! and you are the only one, the very one and only person that I love!!! AND I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU!!!"

"Love has no boundaries!!!! and deep down into my heart............I REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOUUUU!!!!"

2009-08-03T21:11:00.001+08:00

" where are you???!!! Why didn't you go online???!!! I MISS YOUUUUU!!!! "

SAD!!! SAD!!! SAD!!!!

2009-07-28T00:27:00.003+08:00

What a day for me!!! REALLY!!! Thought I could borrow a drum set from either one of my CCAs in poly!! However, none of them allows me to borrow for the audtion of Health Science Got Talent!!! There goes my opportunity!!! "SIGH" "SIGH" "SIGH"!!! Not only that, I am upset as I misses someone soooo mucccchhhh!!!! And I would like to meet up with her one day!!! However, she is always busy!!! "SIGH"!!!! I REALLY REALLY REALLLY REALLLY REALLLLYYY MISSSSS HERRRR SSSSSOOOOOOO MMMMUUUUCCCCHHHHH!!!! :(

I REALLY HOPE ONE DAY THE BOTH OF US ARE TOGETHER!!! SOOOOONNNNN!!!!

OMGOMGOMG!!!

2009-07-22T00:17:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!!

SWSY is having another concert on the 31st of October!!! SO FREAKING FAST!!! HOPE that I can be ready by then because I am having drum lessons with Jerry Tang from SWS City Swing!!! HOPE I CAN SHOW SOME SURPRISES!!!

I MISS YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
I MISS YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
I MISS YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
I MISS YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
I MISS YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
I MISS YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
I MISS YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
I MISS YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
I MISS YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
I MISS YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
I MISS YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
I MISS YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!

THANK YOU!!!!

2009-06-28T21:22:00.006+08:00

Hey y'all!!! Thank you so much for attending my very first concert with Singapore Winds Symphony Youth Orchestra on the 27th of June!!! Really appreciate your time coming down to Singapore Conference Hall to support me!!! And I also want to thank to those who can't make it to my concert but support me in your hearts!!! Really appreciate it!!!

Okay!! On the week of my concert day, I was damn freaking busy rehearsing and didn't have much time to spend with my family and friends. On the 25th of June, I had a rehearsal with the Youth band and on that day, I just gotten a drum set piece, Naruto Main Theme, almost to the end of the rehearsal!!! To tell you, its damn hard as usually when I play the drum set, the snare part, I am used to coming in on the second and fourth beat!! But this piece, it comes in only on the third beat!!! Its not easy to change of beat just within a few minutes!!! And also, its my first time playing it!!! And to tell you guys, on the concert day, my drum solo for Naruto was a last minute improvision!!! Some of you may think I am too proud after I said this sentence, but its true!!! And I only have like three days to practice it!! Worst is, I do not have a drum set!!! So its so different when practicing air-drumming and playing on the actual set itself!!! On the 26th of June, had another rehearsal with the main band, Singapore Wind Symphony Orchestra, and I was really got carried away with the City Swing drummer with his amazing drum set rhythms on the piece Concerto Grosso and September!!! And on top of that, the German guest conductor, saxaphonist and percussionists came down as well!! They came all the way from their hometown to Ulu Pandan Community Centre to rehears with us and perform with us on the 27th of June during the night performance!!! To tell you guys, they are really amazing and talented!!! Those who went for the afternoon concert, I think you got to hear on of the saxaphonist playing his saxaphone solo on the piece, Ibu!!! Amazing right???!! When its time to rehears Die Druiden, I was scared and extremely nervous as the German Guest Conductor conducted the piece and I heard that he is damn serious about the piece!! So I tried to play my very best and it went pretty well!!! After that, all of us just gotten the piece, Heal the World, to tribute the Legend and King of Pop, Michael Jackson!!! When I gotten the drum set piece, I was damn nervous until I didn't really follow the German Conductor. Until when he stopped, he asked me whether am I playing the drum set on the concert day, after hearing that, I was speechless!!! Then there is one trumpter from the main band told him that he will call the City Swing drummer to play. However, the German Conductor gave me a chance to prove myself that I can play the piece. So I didn't follow the score and kept on looking at his tempo and I just played with just feels!!! After that, I was relieved and I got to play the drum set with the main band for the first time of my live!!!

On the actual day, went to Ulu Pandan Community Centre around 8 in the morning to help out to move the instruments to the truck then to Singapore Conference Hall!!! Luckily I didn't wear my performing attire yet!!! Because I was perspiring like shit!!! After loading everything, took a cab with my percussion member to the performing venue!!! And sadly, I forgotten to reclaim back my cab fare from the Treasure as I kept on forgetting about it!!! LOL!!! Around 9am, was rushing every where to rearrange the instruments as at 9am, we are suppose to start the Youth band sound check!!! Was freaking tired after every was done!!! After Youth Sound Check, I have to stay, including some Youth Band members, for main band sound check, while the rest go for their lunch/break! After rehearsal, around 12 plus 1, it's time for our lunch!! And our lunch is McDonald's!!! Inside is just either cheeseburger or McChicken with a Hashbrown and an apple pie!! Drink is not provided!! Haiz...After that, the percussionist went to one changing/VIP room. However, the size of the room is equavalant to one toilet cubical and there are like 7 of us percussionists!!! Damn freaking small okay!!! Then we went to change as the afternoon is going to start!!! The only thing that I don't understand is why the interval of the afternoon performance is so short!! Like only 5 minutes!! Really pathetic man!!! After the afternoon performance, went for a quick brief about the arrangements for tonight's concert!!! After that, rush out of the hall to meet my closest friends and my parents!!! When I met a few of my closest friends, they gave me a Teddy Bear!!! I was shocked that they got me that because thats what I get only from them!!! I was so touched!!! After that, I met with my parents, however, I wanted to ask them to stay for awhile because I wanted to take a few photographs but my Godsis(a.k.a Xiao Zhu Jia Yi) need to rush back home as her grandparents are going back to Malaysia!! After that, I was all alone as some of my percussion mates went home as they do not need to perform for the night performance!!! So I just slack around backstage and hear the City Swing band rehears and also their performance!!!

About the night performance, there are nothing much to say but just that I did a great job with Heal The World and while performing other pieces, I saw a few audience closing their eyes and sway with the music!!! After the performance, a standing ovation occured!!! After the performance, took a few photos with the german musicians and also with the conductor himself personally!!!

Here are some pictures that we taken!!! Enjoy!!!

(The Smallest Dressing Room)

FUN FUN FUN!!! Part One!!!

2009-06-19T00:13:00.002+08:00

Okay!!! I am going to make this short and sweet about today as currently I am damn sleepy!!! And will post in more detailed tomorrow!!

Okay!!! Today, Farhan, Khai Seng, Joanne, Jia Yi, Hisyam, Haziq, Eelin, Jun Wern and Samuel came over to my place to chill before school starts in a week time and also for my first ever Clinical Attachments to start!!! We had lots of fun today!! We even laughed until our guts out because of this game we played!! Tomorrow will tell more in detail!!! Around 6pm plus, we settle home except for me, Hisyam, Joanne, Jun Wern and Farhan went to West Mall to eat before I go for SWS Practice and as for Farhan, he is waiting for his friend's call to meet at Clementi!!! Tomorrow will be more detailed!!! After eating, went to the Arcade for awhile and I left Hisyam, Jun Wern and Joanne first at around 7.50pm plus!!! Which I was damn late!!! When I got into practice, the first piece we practice is Concerto Grosso!! And after that, practice Die Druiden until the end of the practice!!!

That's roughly all about today!!!

I miss you!!
I miss you!!
I miss you!!
I miss you!!
I miss you!!

FREEDOM!!

2009-06-15T00:34:00.002+08:00

Don't know why suddenly want to learn to play Jazz rhythms on the drums??? Is it because after I heard what the guest Jazz band member who played with us for the night performance on the 27th June??? I know he is damn good and I wanted to ask him to teach me!! But I am afraid might disrupt him!!! He is a busy man!!! And past few days, went watching a lot of drum stuffs for practice!!! And I found one new and unique technique!! Its called World/Specialty!!! The rhythm really wants to make you dance to the beat!!! Its really nice!! Not only that, I asked my parents to recommend me some jazz CDs as they have a lot and went to listen to them one by one since this afternoon!!! The journey still continues!!! I know its hard to learn jazz, especially for drum set!!! But like I said, no matter what, drumming is my passion!!! And I hope in future, I can have my own signature sticks of my own and also signature drum sets and sponsorship for best drum kit companies like PEARL KITS/PEDALS!!! PAISTE CYMBALS!!! TAMA PEDALS/KITS!!! REMO HEADS!!! PRO-MARK STICKS!!! AHEAD DRUM STICKS!!! 3 DRUMSTICKS STICKS!!! ARGHHH!!! HOPE MY DREAMS DO COME TRUE!!!

AND ALSO THE OTHER PART OF MY WISH!!! IS TO GET "HER"!!!

Tired!!! Sleepy!! Stress!!!

2009-06-05T18:21:00.002+08:00

Past few days was super tiring and sleepy!!! The reason is because of common test!!! And its NEXT WEEK!!! DIE!!! But its only four days and only like an hour per day!! So I just go to school to take the paper and go home!!! But there are soooooo many things to study!!! The only module I am fine with is PAS and AAP (Except on the chapter on heart)!!! The rest are not that good and I need help to buck up!!! ARGHHH!!! STRESSS!!!!

Yesterday, after school, it was my first time going out to eat dinner with my poly friends!!! We went to Clementi Centre to eat and we were like deciding on what to eat as we are sick on some food!!! So our final decision was to go to Long John Silver!!! Its been a long time that I didn't stuffs in Long John Silver!!! After that, went to SWS practice, initially I thought the practice is like on Sunday! But when I went there, I saw unfamiliar faces and I was wondering whether am I at the correct place or whether the practice is cancelled or something!!! I was at a blurry state at that time!! So I just went in want start to warm-up! Awhile later, I saw my section members and I asked my section leader whether the practice is for SWSYO as I saw adults in the band!!! Local adults and westerner adults!!! Some westerners I saw are from either American or Australians or Europeans!! Through their accents!!! During the practice, we played Concerto Grosso by Masamicz Amano, September by Maurice White, Al Mckay, Allee Willis and arranged by Toshio Mashima, Die Druiden by Rolf Rudin and sight read a piece, which I can't remember what its called!!! When I gotten the pieces, I was stunned as it seems that the pieces are from Grade 6 onwards!!! Its hard and complicated and I always got lost every time!!! For Die Druiden, I played Gong as there are no other parts left other than mallets which I can't play!!! And I heard that a German Conductor will be conducting us this piece during our night performance on the 27th of June!!! Not only that, I heard that he will be DAMN SERIOUS when conducting this piece!!! DIE!!! DIE!! DIE!! No Wonder why the piece name the first name of the piece DIE!!! And I also heard two German Percussionists will be helping us!!! Cool right?? For September, I tried the drum set part and its fun!!! For Concerto Grosso, I played the suspended cymbal cum. crash cymbal cum. gong cum. cowbell!! When I saw the drum set part, initially I want to play it, but its super damn complicated!!! But I will try!!! Seriously!!! Yesterday's practice was a totally screwed-up and embarrassing!!! But its a start of a new beginning for everything we just learn!! End practice around 10 plus and I quickly took a cab back as I was damn sleepy!!!

So that's all folks!!!

"I will always dream of you endlessly"

What Should I do!!!

2009-05-28T16:54:00.003+08:00

Day by day...after when I finally made up my mind, I kept wondering whether will I get that chance as I was being rejected before!! I really don't want history to repeat itself!!! Serious!! Being emo for two years in my secondary school life is already good enough!!! I want to be happy with that particular person!!! I swear I am not that kind of guy that you guys think I am as I have already changed after my O levels and the teachings in Clementi Wood percussion section and others!!! I changed from a quiet and shy person to a out-going and loud person!!! And good thing is I don't flirt now, to what some of you think of me!!! Now, I just want to go for that particular person and that person only!! NO ONE ELSE!!! I SWEAR!!! CROSS MY HEART!!!

I really do hope that chance is given to me!!! REALLY!!! As during those few weeks, I kept on missing that person!!! I really hope that person gives me a chance!!!

Disappointed!!!

2009-05-20T19:24:00.002+08:00

Hey y'all!! There is a slight change to the price of the tickets for my performance at 3pm!! Its $12, not $25!! $25 is for evening and there might be more songs played during the evening!!! So its up to you to choose which one u want to go!!

Today, had normal lessons and after school, went to do my project with my clique and after I had done my part, went to back Jurongville!!! Miss the smell of Jurongville!! Suppose to go back and sell some tickets but in the end only a few bought!! Disappointed!! Most disappointing is...I can't say what is it!! But I really felt damn disappointed and sad!!! This is to those who know what is I meant only!!! But hope the disappointment changes to happiness!!! Thought today when I go back to Jurongville will bring back my mood up!!! But it seems that its not really happening!! Another thing is that, my guitar, the first string snapped!!

"What should I do!!! Should I or should I not!!!" "ARGHHH!!!"

-disappointed!!!

Back to NORMAL!!

2009-05-07T15:28:00.002+08:00

After several thoughts and advices given from my friends and Leroy, I think I know what to do on my next step!! But on second thought, I thought of not trying it!! As I am scared something bad might happen!!

Currently, life in poly is great, fun and going smoothly as I thought. The only problem is that when I open my wardrobe, I will keep on thinking of what to wear for school!!! And I had the most craziest and fun friends in school!!! And the CCA that I joined is great!!! Song Composing Club, I joined it for fun as I wanted to play the drum set, though I had a Pearl Reference Double Bass Drum Set with 12 Paiste Cymbals and a Pearl Eliminator pedal at my band member's crib!!! For Ngee Ann Concert Band, I joined it as currently I am in Singapore Wind Symphony Youth and I need to read back all the beats on the score again!!! But overall, its fun and great as I thought it could be!!!

Currently, I am posting in school for the first time as I am having an hour break. LOL!!! Yesterday, my crazy friends came over to my crib to have lunch, and this is my first time cooking a big feast for friends!!! Seriously!!! Pictures of it will be posted on the next post as I am going for my next class!!!

On more thing, to all my friends, JVCBians and JVCB alumni, on the 27th of June, I will be having a performance with Singapore Wind Symphony Youth as a guest player for the time being. After that, I will be a main member in the band!!!

Venue: Singapore Conference Hall
Time: 3pm
Price: $25 / person

I know its expensive, but I heard that some or most of it will go to charity!! So I do hope you guys come and support me!!! To those taking O and N levels, do come and enjoy the pieces played by us to relax yourself from the world of study!!! Hope to see you guys there!!! And do tell me whether you coming or not through tag or through email or through MSN when I am online as I need to ask for the amount of tickets for you guys!! I need to know by mid-May!!!

That's all about it!!!

Mood Swings

2009-04-30T23:37:00.004+08:00

For the past two days, including today, I have been changing my mood from happy to sad! Don't know why!! I think its because when my poly friends were talking about their relationship, I felt jealous and I felt that I am hopeless because whenever I like someone, the particular person will like ignore me and even reject me, which also brings back the memories that I had during secondary school when they were talking about that!! Its not that I don't allow you guys to talk about your relationship, I just feel that I am hopeless, as in no hope for girls to like me!!! *Sighs* I thought like after composing every drum solos I made, I will feel better as I still have my feelings for music, but it seems to bring back sad memories when I hear some music from the certain band I always hear!! The truth is that currently, like a month or a week or so, I think I fell for someone but I don't dare to tell her or show that I like her as I am afraid that she might ignore me and make my emotions from bad to worse!! To my poly friends, Sorry guys that I sometimes show you guys my "emo" side!!! I just can't help myself from not controlling it!! But you guys still can talk about it!! I am fine with that!! Don't need to feel bad for me!! I will be fine after a few laughter which you guys will always do!!!

P.S.To my poly friends and my JVCB friends, If you want to know is that person is, you guys can ask me, but I may or may not tell you!!! Because I want to keep it confidential!!

Dead Beat!! and PACKED!!

2009-04-27T23:09:00.005+08:00

MAN!!! Life in Poly is so tiring!!! And on top of that, the weather is killing me!! SUPER DAMN HOT!!! The only time I felt cold is yesterday as at my uncle's place, the area is raining heavy for like 2 to 3 hours!!! Okay!! Its been a long time that I last post! On my first day of school was kinda boring as I went to the CCA Fiesta in Ngee Ann Poly and was alone from 10 to 12pm! At the convention centre, I registered with NPCB(Ngee Ann Concert Band), SCC(Song Composing Club), Canoeing, Brazilian Percussion Ensemble, which I forgotten how to spell the name, and Christian Club as I was being asked to join. When I wanted to go out of the convention centre, saw Wen Xing and he asked me to accompany him to look around the CCAs. After that, we went for a drink before I start lesson at 1pm.

Second day, was the same as on the first day but slightly better as I notice that Liyana is in the same Lecture Group with me and I got to make friends with her friends. Third day, was the best!! as I made a bunch of new friends as they are from the same Practical and Tutorial Group as me!!! Whenever there is a break, all of us will hang out together and go to the next lessons together!! We are so unite!!! *WOOHOOO* Forth day, was the same as third day and nothing much other than the Song Composing Club Induction. So after our day of lesson, Kang Meng and I went to SCC for the interview and etc. During the interview, the SCC members asked a few of us a few questions each like what we are interested in and etc. Kang Meng is singing and they asked him for a short presentation and he sounded...not bad. While as for me, I just showed my drum warm-up routine as I don't really show off my full talent yet unless I am close with the people around me!!! After the interview, the both of us went back home. Fifth day, was the same as the third and the fourth day!! Nothing much to say about it!!! On Saturday, went to the Concert Band "Tune-in" Programme and I didn't expect it that it was so fun!! The Games they organised were fun and we played a few pieces together!!! But I was shocked when they announced that a performance will be coming up soon!!! The reason is that, I will be having a performance with SWSY as a guest player for the time-being on the 27th of June and on the 4th of July!! Damn busy man!!! And yeah, to JVCB, do come on the 27th of June to support me!!! HEHEHE!!! Venue and time will be informed sooner or later!!!

Man!!! My schedule for the week will be damn packed as Wednesday, I will be having Song Composing Club from 6pm to 9plus, Thursday, I will be having NPCB practice from 6.30pm to 9.30pm, Saturday, I will be having NPCB from 2pm to 5pm, and lastly, Sunday, I will be having SWSY practice from 11am to 2pm!!! MAN!!! SUPER BUSY!!! Furthermore, projects are given out!!! ARGHHH!!! Hope I can manage them!!! And yeah...I am still composing my third drum solo!!! ARGHHH!!! Will be done in a few months time!! Since I am busy!!! And I am glad to have such great friends!!! That's why Glenn equals to GLAD!!! HAHAHAHA!!! This is a inside joke to those who are in the same Practical and Tutorial Group!!

"Stress!!!" "Worried!!" "Scared!!!"

2009-04-19T10:33:00.003+08:00

I really want to go back to 2008!! I really miss my Secondary School life!!! I don't want it to go away!!! I miss all my friends who are always there for me!! I don't want to go to the course that I am appointed to!! I am worried that I can't do well to change the course I want after my first year as whenever I want to go somewhere, I can't get in!!! ARGHHH!!! I really hope I can change!!! And I got to know that I won't be in the same class as my 2008 classmate!!

I am scared that I am being influence by bad company as when I went for the orientation on the 13th of April, I saw most of the students are wild and won't have the heart to learn and study from the way I see them!!! ARGHHHH!!! I WANT TO CHANGE AFTER MY FIRST YEAR!!! AND I HOPE I REALLY CAN!!! Can I get this chance please!!! For the sake of my future!!!

I am stress for my first day as I really don't know whether to attend for practical class as on my time-table, it stated that I only attend only on even weeks and I am a person who doesn't like to miss lessons!!! If I do, I will hate myself for doing that!!! *STRESS!!! STRESS!!! STRESS!!!* I want to study hard so that I can change!!!

Last night, when I am off to bed, I can't sleep as I am feeling worried, scared and stress about my Poly life!!! After watching some television around 1am, I really went off to bed!!! MAN!!! The stressfulness, worriedness and the fear is worse than taking my O levels results and doing my O levels!!! And the feeling that I had last night, almost made me wanted to tear!!! I really really really need guidance and support from the new people around me and also my dad's friend's son as I was told that he was asked whether he wanted to change course, but instead, he don't want and he wish to stay in Nursing!!!

Man!! Hope my poly life will go through smoothly!!!! *Staring nothing but the open air*

I really need someone to talk to and borrow his/her shoulder to lean on right now!!

Flying High in the heavens!!!

2009-04-10T17:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the best day ever had in my entire life!! I was flying high in the heavens!!! "Happy Happy Happy"!!!

2009-04-06T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hey JVCBians!!!

If you guys still can't get over what happen!! Stay at my blog for a few minutes and hear this song!! It will make you feel calm and relax!! Just close your eyes and don't think of anything else but the music!!! It works!!! After hearing it, if you guys want the song, you guys can ask me for it!! Try hearing it a few times, as many as possible!!! It helps you feel calm and relax!!! Just one thing, close your eyes and think about the music!!!!

TRY IT!! :D

Cheer Up JVCB!!!

2009-04-04T22:19:00.004+08:00

HEY JVCBians!!!

Do cheer up!!! Its nothing wrong getting a silver!!! At least you all maintain!!! What if, example, this year you guys get a gold, two years later, the juniors get a silver, how do you feel? I am not looking down on them, just giving an example, all your effort of getting a gold is a waste!! Am I right? So look on the bright side, at least you all maintain, you guys earn another award as well! And I agree that you all should get a gold, but what is been done has been done, life must go on!! So Cheer up you guys!! You guys are our Gold in us alumni, teachers and conductors!!! Stay Strong!!! Smile everyone!!!

And Do SUPPORT ME!! Because Mr Rashul had asked me to join Singapore Wind Youth Orchestra!!! I need all my JVCBians to support me!!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!! + Tired!!!

2009-03-19T18:24:00.002+08:00

Got back home from Jurongville Band Camp!!!

Before the camp, on Sunday, went to the IT fair with my aunt and sister, and the place was super crowded until I didn't have any much air to breathe!! But went there, bought a Norton Virus Security Disc for my laptop as it was cheap and a 4GB thumb-drive was given as a free gift. After that, went to Ngee Ann City to get my sister's new phone and while they were buying the phone, I went to the super market to get some instant noodles for the camp as some of my band friends wanted them!! After I bought them, I felt damn embarrassed as I was walking around town with a plastic bag with 12 bowls of instant noodles as everyone who I walked pass kept staring at me!! How humiliating that was!! After that, we took a cab back home.

On the first day of the camp, went to school with Sery as she asked me to meet her at 11am and I felt embarrassed as my bag really looks like a luggage as though I am going for a holiday! When we got to school and went to class 4D to report, I left my bag outside and stood there as I am embarrassed to go in!! After awhile, people started to come to me and talk to me and I asked them whether do they want any instant noodles for supper and they need to pay me 50 cents for each bowl!! After awhile, those who were in the classroom went down to the canteen for a quick lunch as Boon Lay Secondary School had arrived. After eating, the members went to the band room to prepare their instruments and the percussion needed to bring the instruments down, while Tiac Woo and I sat in the canteen to look after the lunch for the rest of the members who had a mock exam earlier on. When they came, Tiac Woo and I left the canteen and I went to the percussion to help them out with the arrangements for the music exchange as Mr Chua was coming for sectionals! Awhile later, Mr Rashul came!! Its been a long time that I last saw him and he recognise me!!! The both of us had a small chat as he wanted to find his old colleagues. After that, went to help with the percussion and helped the percussionists to introduced themselves with Boon Lay Percussionists. After that, talked to Tiac Woo and Samuel Wee about taking pictures and talked about what should I do if Mr Chua couldn't come at the last minute. Awhile later, he came and so does Deyi Secondary. So all three schools had their section session! So Mr Chua took the three School Percussionist while I take some photographs and sat together with my section when the other two showed their part and we need to answer Mr Chua's question of how they played! Before Boon Lay and Deyi went back, the three school percussionist played an ensemble piece that Mr Chua gave and the first time, we took out every percussion instruments that are suitable for the piece! And Mr Chua asked me to play the Timbale! First time in my percussion times where we played an ensemble, I need to play simple rhythms as my rhythms are way too much and I got to keep on moving back and back! After a long session, Boon Lay and Deyi Secondary went back to their school while the band went for dinner! While the band had their dinner, Mr Rashul, Mr Chia, Khai Seng and I talked to each other about the past and some parts to improve the band!!! After awhile, Mrs Tan asked me to eat and asked me to serve Mr Rashul and Mr Chia drinks!! After that, the band went to the training room for combine with Mr Chia. Before that, Mr Rashul and I talked about the past while walking up to the band room and met Elijah there! After awhile later, Farhan came and the both of us went to the training room as Mr Rashul and Elijah were not in the band room. After combine, the band really sound much better than the previous time!! Serious!! "Let's give a round of applause to Jurongville Concert Band!!" After their combine, it was time for them to take their shower. While they were having their shower, I went down to the canteen with the instant noodles and boil some water! When some of the members came down, I collected $3 for the instant noodles from them and had some chat with Vania and the rest! After their supper, Elijah, Amabel, Annabel, Samuel and I went to take our bath in the Staff Room while Tiac Woo accompanied us and talk with us. After that, went to the band as the twins, Samuel and Elijah wanted to do their homework and Tiac Woo just helped them along while I sat the Clarinet section and watch The Matrix on my iPod. Around 3 plus in the morning, we went down to the canteen to have a bottle of milk and chat a little about the past. Do miss the old times!! After that, went up to the band room and have some sleep. Only had an hour and a half of sleep and was super tired throughout the day!

On the Second day, went to get a cup of coffee without any sugar and milk to wake myself up! And had breakfast too!! After breakfast, the band prepared their instruments and we head off to Boon Lay Secondary for a Music Exchange and a workshop with Mr Tan! During the first half, the three schools combined together and played their set piece, Overture No.1, and Mrs Chee, Mrs Chia and Tiac Woo took turns to conduct them. After that, each school played their choice and set pieces. At the first time, Jurongville didn't sound really that good as some parts they were rushing and Kenneth played kinda loud during Flying High at the jazzy part! At that moment when Tiac Woo conducted Jurongville Band Flying High the second time, they sound really great until I had goosebumps all over me!!! Serious!! and slowly, everyone wants to look at the video that I recorded. After that, we went lunch, and I sat together with the alumni and I was like left alone as I didn't really talk much as I don't get what they were talking about. After that, the band went up to the hall to practice while waiting for Deyi to finish their workshop with Mr Tan. While waiting, the percussions went to join Boon Lay percussionists to practice a drum line piece that Mr Chua gave us. Awhile later, Azri and Kamarul came and we had a small chat, and awhile later, the three of us went to a mini-shop to get ourselves a drink. When we went back, Deyi finished and the band went to Boon Lay's Band Room to have their workshop! After a two hour workshop with Mr Tan, the band had change with the way they played and the tone and the dynamics! and it was time to head back to school. The winds went up the bus first and the brasses including the percussions had to wait for quite sometime for the bus to arrive! When we reached back school, the band left their instruments in the band room and they went for their dinner! During dinner time, Liyana asked me whether did I have my medical check-up taken and I said no and asked her when is the deadline, and she told me that its on the 17 of March which is the second day of camp! I panicked and went to ask one son of a bitch teacher and she wont allow as she said she don't want to get any scolding for allowing students to enter the Staff Room. I was like come on, I am no longer a student in Jurongville any more and like there are cameras everywhere and she even can see me do it!! What The Hell!!! At that time, I am burning up!! Not only she don't allow to enter the room, she also chased the alumni out as she said the workers wanted to close the gate. Come on, its only 7 plus and the school keys are with the teachers. When I went up to the Dance Studio, the guys were cheering me up and luckily I have Mr Tan's numbers, so I messaged him and he said he was coming. Thanks to him, I can print the documents I needed for the check-up! After that, took my shower and went to the canteen as the band is having their self-study and I needed to teach Sery Maths if she needs any, but she forgotten to bring them and she asked my physics instead. After an hour later, went to talk with Vania and the rest who sat near us as Sery didn't need me anymore as she can handle with her Chemistry. Around 10pm plus, Mr Tan came and we head to the Staff Room to do the printing. After printing, Mrs Alice brought some Roti Prata, that Mrs Ang gave them to eat, to give Mr Tan a pack and Hysham another. When I went to the canteen, Mr Tan asked me to help him eat half of the Mutabak and surprisingly, its Sardine, and I hate Sardine. So I had no choice but to help him eat as he helped me with my stuffs. After that, Hysham, Haziq, Mr Tan and I went up to the Dance Studio to sleep, however, Haziq, Hysham and I couldn't sleep as we were full and Mr Tan understands us! So while waiting to go to sleep, I went asking the guys to sleep and Deon told me not to do anything as its the last night and he gave them freedom. So I went back to my spot and watched Behind Enemy Lines; Columbia and its nice!! Around 12 plus, I fell asleep.

On the last day, Khai Seng woke me up around 5 plus in the morning as I told him to so that we can take our baths. After bathing, I went to Jurong Polyclinic to have my check-up done. During the check-up, I was stunned as they took my blood test twice until my entire right arm went numb. After that, went to another room to allow the doctor to check my blood pressure and my stomach. Suddenly, after the doctor pressed my stomach, he asked me whether did I work out as my stomach is hard and my weight I tested was 69kg, so I told I did and the weight is because of my heavy Levi's Jeans and my HE Polo T-shirt, and he said OK and he told me that I have packs! I was happy that I have packs but can hardly be seen because of my extra skin. After that, paid my bill and I was shocked that it cost me $43!!! There goes my money!!! and went back to school to the training room as the band is having a combine with Mr Chia! That time, the band really made all my hair stand and gave me goosebumps as it was way better than in Boon Lay!!! Its really really nice with the effect of the dynamics and the tune they played!!! Around 10.45am to 10.50am, the band was released for lunch and the percussions went down later as they need to pack their instruments and sticks!! After lunch, they went up, took their instruments and head to Deyi Secondary. When they reached, they went to one classroom while I waited at the concourse for Farhan. An hour later, in the classroom, Mei Hui told me that they forgotten to bring Chimes Mallet, so we went to Boon Lay to borrow as they were opposite the class. After that, I stayed outside and listened to Yu Ying Secondary as they played their choice piece, A Tone Poem For Wind Orchestra and Then The Ocean Glows, as from far, the dynamics they played made me have goosebumps again!! And Tiac Woo told me and Farhan about the song and let us hear it though his MP3 player. A few hours later, the band head to the hall for the exchange with 7 different schools. Schools including Boon Lay, Deyi, Yu Ying, Punggol, Green View, Queenstown and one more which I forgotten, but its a girl's school. When it was our turn, I felt that the band were feeling nervous as they played kinda bad than in Boon Lay and in the training earlier on. But they did a good job as they sound better than the other schools except for Yu Ying. But I believe that they can do better!!! Go JVCB!!! You all have my support!!! I believe you all can do better!! Don't need to be scared!!! Just be confident in yourself and you can do it!!! After that, we head back to school and headed back home!!!

A message to JVCB: Don't be afraid during the actual SYF as if you do, you will suddenly back out or either can't play!! Just be yourself and be confident!! If you are scared, look at the person in front of you, I don't mean Mrs Chee since some of you don't want to look at her, or either the clock in front of you!!! Best is to try to look at her for the tempo!! Hope you all get a silver or maybe a gold!!! I know you all can do it!! GO JVCB!!! ALL THE BEST DURING SYF!!! See you all there!!!

I WANT THIS BADLY!!!

2009-03-14T17:32:00.010+08:00

I WANT the new Pearl Eliminator Demon Drive Double Pedal!!! After watching so many professional drummers commenting about the video, it sounds really cool as there are a lot of new specifications about the pedal!!

First, it has ultimate smoothness and speed through the use of ultra-precise components. Self-aligning spherical bearings are used to insure the footboard.

The Direct Link Adjustment can allow me to adjust for a heavier feel for more power and finesse or a lighter feel with just move the link back for heavier feel or moving it forward for a lighter feel. During the previous types of pedals, the pedals have either a belt or a chain, and when we move the footboard up, the chain or belt will collapse and the footboard will go to different direction. Not only that, the response is much lesser. With the Direct Drive Pedal, it gives us a quicker response and the footboard will forever stays in place!

The Pearl Eliminator Demon Drive is the first pedal which uses Ninja Bearing. Ninja Bearings are usually use for skateboards and the Demon Drive Pedal is the very first to use them. It allows us to have a better response of the pedal after kicking it with amazing low friction!!

The Z-Link, also known as the Zero play, allows the pedals to have a perfect positioning and flex-free energy transference for precise feel, where previously, over the years, a slight difference between the left and the right pedal because of a little of play universal joint. Meaning, for my experience of my Pearl Eliminator P2002B, I have to use a little bit more leg strength for my left pedal where I will get tired easy and have some leg cramps where I play fast!! But with the new Demon Drive Pedal, there is a balance between the left and the right pedal!!

The Demon Drive Pedals are also Tailor-made To Our Feet, whereby the most unique features of this pedal because of the exclusive Duo-Deck, the world first convertible footboard, where I can have a longboard or a shortboard with just 4 screws under the footplate for convert it!! Usually I like mine to have it long because I can go fast by step near to the back of the pedal while for the shortboard, I can use it for some simple drum fill like Samba, Latin, Jazz or Blues piece!!!

The Beater Stroke Adjustment can allow us to adjust a choice of 2 position for a light or heavy feel by loosen the clamshell to change the position. Not just the angel of the beater, but also allow us to take the beater holder and moving the beater closer or further away from the bass drum head! When the closer to the head, the shorter the stroke and also the finesse of the stroke. When the further to the head, the longer the stroke and also the more power of the stroke! And there are index marks for adjusting the height and the angel of the beater that we want!!

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The Click Lock Spring Tension prevents the tension knob from loosening and the index marks are for the spring tension we want to adjust! The Footboard Height Adjustment allow us to adjust the height of the footboard we want by loosening and rotate to desire the footboard height. Rotation is clearly indexed for optimal repeatable. Index marks are also given for us to adjust!!

The Adjustable Traction Plate allows to vary the amount of slip or grip for our playing as this is a aluminium dot plate where it allows us to have a smooth slip while the rubber dot plate allows us to have a good grip of the pedal where it sticks to our feet!!

The Control Core Beaters has either a wood beater or a standard beater, the wood beater is the orange one and both beater features anti-vibration elastomer core where it gives a solid stroke when kicking of the pedal!!!

A Ninja oil and a travelling bag are also given when we purchase the Pearl Eliminator Demon Drive!!!

Here is the full picture of the Pearl Eliminator Demon Drive P3002D Double Pedal!!

The Pearl Demon Drive..."Heavenly Feel, Wickedly Fast!!!"

BlahBlahBlah!!!

2009-03-11T00:42:00.002+08:00

Usually at this time, I should be sleeping by now. But what the heck, let's post!

Past few days was kinda moody and all because of loneliness, jealousy and best of all, I started to miss someone again!!! But I guess this is not the right time yet for me to go after her again, as I will be starting school on the 20th of April and I do not want to ruin my friendship with her!! And also the holidays are different from mine and hers. If I got into Nursing, I may consider to stay or to change to Optometry or Film, Sound and Media!!! But to get in that courses, my overall results must be 3.2 points or less!!! Man its tough!!!

OK! Enough of that, during that past few days, I create another drum solo of my own and its not really that perfect as I still need to buck up on my left hand and the ghost note which I need to practice for my left hand!! My left hand sucks when it is played without my right!! ARGGGHHHH!!! And also, practice some songs on my guitar!!

Today, after my lunch and read the papers, played with my PlayStation 3 as its been a long time that I last touch that since after the last time when Kamarul, Sery and Eelin came over to my place, which I forgotten when was it. LOL!!!

So..That's it!!! And I am kinda alright by now.............I Think???!!!

.....

2009-03-07T00:45:00.002+08:00

I, myself, don't know why suddenly I feel sad about myself. Seeing my friends, great friends, happily together while I just sit at one corner alone watching. Its really stupid anyway for being sad because of this. But I feel that I am unlucky in this type of stuffs because like whoever I like, I will not have the chance to win their heart. Then seeing them happily, makes me happy also, but in the inside makes me feel depressed.

" Why must this always happen to me???!!!!"

That's all I gonna say...

Tributing to IRON MAIDEN!!!

2009-02-23T19:54:00.004+08:00

Latest news from my band and we are like playing almost all of Iron Maiden's Songs. When you hear it, it feels easy to play the rhythm from the drums, but when you actually played it on the real thing, its tough!!! And Ohhh, I want to put Nicko McBrain into my dream drummer list!!! He is the drummer from Iron Maiden!!! Admire his great skills and technique!!! Even though he is currently 50+ years old!!! COOL!!!

Past two days, went watching all Iron Maiden's Music and Live Video, but only manage to find one video of Nicko McBrain view when playing a Live Music. The name of the song is The Wicker Man!!! Its super nice, especially the chorus and the guitar solo!!! Here is the video of it, there will be two videos of The Wicker Man as one is Nicko McBrain's view and the other is the whole band's view. ENJOY!!!

This is "THE TROPPER"

This is "Run To The Hills"

This is "Different World"

This is "Aces High"

Do Enjoy the videos!!! To THOSE who knows Iron Maiden, YOU will enjoy these few songs!!!

That's all!!!

Persevere!!!

2009-02-14T23:18:00.003+08:00

Starting from 16 February, I will start the 16 weeks programme of gaining my very own six packs, which I always dream to have them and for years of training until now, there isn't any!!! Sad!!!

For the past few days, went to watch and read how to gain six packs and when I came to this website, which I forgotten, I read this guy biography and many people around the world linked to his website of his 16 week work out routine to gain six packs. After reading it, it made me want to follow his style of working out and on Thursday night, I tried the first week routine and it really works!!! Luckily I bought a set of resistant bands for my work out!!! And bought GNC protein bars for my meals!!!

Hope I can succeed my wish and gain those packs!!! My aim is to have Randy Orton from the World Wrestling Entertainment(WWE) body shape!!! Here is the picture of it!!!

That's all..Time to time I will post of the result!!!

"Sigh"!!

2009-02-11T21:47:00.002+08:00

This year Valentine's Day will be the worse I going to have!!!

All of my friends, closest friends, have plans for Valentine's Day this coming Saturday and I don't!!! "Sigh" Why must this happen to me??!!! Whoever I like, that particular person have already like someone else or either ignores me. That makes me feel down and sad!!! Some of my friends told me that they do not have a Valentine and they will feel sad on Valentine's Day. How about me!!! Usually Valentine's Day is the best day for us guys to confess to the girls we like, but for my case, I will always be rejected or left behind sitting one dark corner!!! Some of my friends said that I will get one sooner or later, but when will be that time!!! And some of my friends said I am a good looking and kind guy, but I think I am not that kind of guy other than kind!!! I do feel happy for my friends who do have their own Valentine while I just sit at one corner seeing them feeling happy and enjoying themselves!! This feeling really sucks!!!

That's all I gonna say...

My Wish!!!

2009-01-31T22:25:00.010+08:00

My wish is to take a finance course or optometry course in Ngee Ann Polytechnic to get a very good job in the future to earn loads of money!!! So that I can get a bigger house for this one very wish that I want to buy!!! A Reference Custom-Made Pearl Drum set!!! With Slipknot Skins with Black Piano finishes and Black Chrome hardware!! Its super nice!!!

The drum set I want to get is this: (an example on how it looks like)

This is How it looks like when I fully customize it:

(Top View)

With:

4 Piano Black Coated DR 501C Rack:

Plus 6 Piano Black Coated DR 501CE Extension Rack:

Piano Black Coated RJ50 Mini Rack Joint to join both racks up:

and connected with the set, I will put a Piano Black Coated CLH 1000 Close Hi-Hat Cymbal:

Piano Black Coated AX-28 Adapters:

Piano Black Coated PCX 100 Pipe Clamp:

Piano Black Coated TH2000 tom arms, Piano Black Coated H2000 hi-hat stand, Matte Black Coated S2000 snare stand, Matte Black Coated CH1000 cymbal holders and a D2000BR throne w/ backrest:

The size of the toms I want will be:

8 inch tom

10 inch tom

12 inch tom

14 inch tom

16 inch floor tom
18 inch floor tom

The Bass Drum will be either one or two 22 inch bass drum and the snare drum will be a Joey Jordison Signature Series Snare Drum:

The Cymbals I want will all be the Black Special Edition Slipknot Paiste Cymbals. the size and model will be:

14 inch 2002 Wild Hats

19" 2002 Wild China

17" Rude Crash/Ride

8" Signature Splash

6" Signature Splash

10" Signature Splash

18" Rude Crash/Ride

19" Rude Crash/Ride

13" Signature Heavy Hi-Hat

20" 2002 Power Ride

21" 2002 Wild China

15" 2002 Wild China

18" Rude China

13" Signature Mega Cup Chime

and the pedal/pedals I want for the kit will be either:

a Tama Iron Cobra Power/Rolling Glider,

Pearl Eliminator P2002,

or the new Demon Drive P-3000D or a Demon Drive P-3002D:

I wish I could have this customized kit in my house!!! And most of the kit are all in Piano Black in Colour!!! Plus Remo Drum Skins!!! That's all I got to say!!!

Dreams and Passion!!!

2009-01-28T23:15:00.004+08:00

For the past few days, kept watching and hearing a lot of Roadrunner songs, meaning Metal Bands from the Roadrunner Company!!! Including the Roadrunner All Star Session!!! Which was taken in 2005!!! After watching and hearing their songs, went to practice the drum parts which consist a lot of double bass beating and blast beating!!! WOOOOWWW!!! Love playing those type of beat and rhythms!!! However, sometimes will get cramps and numbs all over my body after or in between practices!!! Especially my leg and arms!!! Not only that, they made me feel hyper!!!

Since my passion is drumming, I hope I can be like either this following drummers
-Joey Jordison from Slipknot
-Travis Smith from Trivium
-Andols Herrick from Chimaira
-Chad Smith from Red Hot Chili Peppers
-Mike Smith from Suffocation and founder of the blast beat
-Lars Ulrich from Metallica
-Tommy Lee from Motley Crue
-Roy Mayorga from Soulfly/Thorn
-Johnny Kelly from Type O Negative
-Dave Chavarri from Ill Nino

Not only I hear and see the drum parts, I also hear and watch the lead guitar parts like Jim Root, from Slipknot, guitar parts, Jeff Waters, from Annihilator, guitar parts, Matthew K. Heafy, from Trivium, guitar parts and Corey Beaulieu, also from Trivium, guitar parts!!! As I am inspired by their techniques and skills as a guitarist!!!

I hope I can pursue my dreams and passion as a metal drummer as my second job in the United States and join the Roadrunner Association!!! I want to show my talents to everyone around the world and also wanted to be the first Singaporean metal drummer playing in the United States!!!

So..That's it!!!

HAPPY!! HAPPPYYYY!!!

2009-01-24T23:18:00.003+08:00

Today..

Went out with my parents to get more Chinese New Year stuffs and we like shop since morning until 5pm and we went to my uncle's house for dinner!!! When we reached my uncle's place, we went to greet everyone and when we went to the second floor of my uncle's house, my uncle gave my sister a new 32GB iPod Touch as her iPod is not working. After awhile later, he asked me whether do I want one also, so I initially told him I don't know and later on, he told me he got extra, so I said OK and when he went to his office to take, I saw on the table and there are a few more iPods on the table and I asked him whether is it free gift because there are four more 32GB iPod on the table, he told me that he used his points to get them.

After receiving it, I was happy to get it also as I have a 160GB iPod Classic and a 32GB iPod Touch to use!!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!! Tomorrow will be damn busy preparing for Chinese New Year this coming Monday!! Will be washing my dad's car and helping my mum to do some carrot cakes!!! HOPE I have some time to go to the gym to do my work because I will a lot of weight during Chinese New Year and I need to lose 4kg to get back my 58kg weight!!!

So..That's it!!! HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL MY CHINESE FRIENDS OUT THERE!!! GONG XI FA CAI!!!!

Finally Decision!!!

2009-01-18T22:16:00.002+08:00

Finally made my decision and is to go to the Polytechnic and I went to appeal for Optometry as my course or if I don't get it, nursing is for me, but I told myself that if I got nursing, I will work extremely hard so that I can change to the course I want!!! I really really really hope that I can get Optometry as my course in the Polytechnic as I work hard for it!!! I promise!!!

Today, also had a reunion dinner with my family and relatives from my dad's side and we ate a lot. Now I am super full and can hardly breathe!!!

I really hope my band plays 21st Century and Charlie by Red Hot Chili Peppers!!! Its super nice!! The drums part rocks, so does the bass and the lead guitar!!! ITS SUPER NICE!!!

That's all I gonna say...

2009-01-13T19:56:00.002+08:00

My finally decision was to retake my O levels!!! So I just want all of my friends and everyone to give me your support to fulfill my dreams and goal!! I will be very glad if you all do so!!! Today...went to meet up with Mrs Gan to give my form and talk to her about what will I do when I start Secondary 5 again!! And most of all, Thank You Khai Seng for taking back to wait for me!!! After that, went to my mum's office to go to Vivo City to settle my phone...Gotten my C905i, but I feel kinda bad when the price is so expensive.

"Mummy, I will pay you back when I start working after my O levels. Thank You for paying for me first!!! You are the best!!!"

So...That's all I got to say...

Disappointed!! Sad!! Miserable!!!

2009-01-12T18:05:00.002+08:00

Feeling really really down after getting my results...

I thought I could get 14 points and below, but when I see Faiz results, it seems hard to get the points I want. When I got it, I gotten 30 points (excluding CCA points) for my L1R4. After getting back, felt that I want to retake it. So I went to look for some teachers who I am comfortable with to talk to them and they advice me not to retake because the course I am given is an opportunity. But I just don't like nursing and ITE because I don't like the people's attitude in ITE. I really hope my parents allow me to retake. If I can, I will work as hard as I used to!! I am serious!!!

That's all I gonna say!

Stress!!! Worried!!! Scared!!! Nervous!!!

2009-01-09T06:13:00.002+08:00

Can't believe I woke up 4 in the morning!!!

Suddenly dreamt that I can't get the points I aim when I get my O level results!!! After that, I can't even go back to sleep!!! Last night, had a huge massive headache because of the stress, worriedness and the fear of getting of my O level results which is on the 12th of January, which also made me tear. Thought if I had a good night sleep, I will relax a little, but instead, I dreamt that I gotten my O level results and I didn't get the points I aim!!! I am so damn freaking worried, scared and stress right now!!! I just hope I can get the 12 points I aimed and the game design course in Singapore Polytechnic!!! As during my Mid-Year and Prelim exams, I got 30 plus points which is a very big disappointment!!! And it is impossible for me to get the points I aim!!! I just hope that all my friends will give me their support and blessings to get the course I want to go and the points I aimed, and get the points and the course!!!

That's all!!!

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO SERYYYY!!!!!!

2009-01-04T23:47:00.009+08:00

Today...

Was woken up by my sister to go to her award ceremony as my mum can't go with her. Around 10.15am, I went to take a bus to meet up with Sery to accompany her to get something at Far East Plaza. At Jurong East Interchange, I was shocked that I reached there at 1o.35am and Sery told me that she will be late. While waiting, had a drink and went up to the platform to wait. Awhile later, my felt very urgent and was wondering whether should I go to the wash-room or continue waiting. In the end, I went down to the wash-room as I couldn't wait any longer. When I went back up, she hasn't reached, so I continue waiting and while waiting, I almost doze off as I was woken up early in the morning and waiting for her message to get into the train.

When I got into the train, I couldn't find her as I was surround with so many Bangladeshis, so we intend to meet together at Raffles Place to Orchard. When we reached Far East Plaza, we walked around to find a shop as Sery want to get something there. After we went to the shop and knowing the price, Sery went considering whether to get it or not. After that, we went to 7-11 as Sery wants to get a drink. After that, we took a bus to Esplanade as we thought that we could have lunch there, but when we reached there, it was close, and we went to look around inside Esplanade and went to McDonald's at Marina Square . After that, we went back to Esplanade and sat at the Waterfront to play my guitar and we chatted here and there, and took a couple of pictures from my new camera. We played a couple of songs and some cords. While playing, we also saw a free performance performed by a Malay band and the drummer is cool with his rhythm and all. At 4pm, we walked to Marina Square Starbucks to have a drink, but we couldn't get any seats, so we went to City Link instead. When we got there, found seats and have our drinks and a piece of cheesecake. After that, we went back home. The entire day, we had chatted a lot!! For all of your information, we are just close friends!!!

That's all about today!! Glad to see her happy than moody!!!

Here are a couple of pictures we took!!!

(taken by Sery)

(by Sery)

(by me)

(by me)

(by me)

(by me)

(by Sery)

(by me)

Most happiest time of my life!!!

2009-01-04T00:08:00.002+08:00

Today is the most happiest day of my life!!!

Actually, was just normal when on the way to band. Then practice some songs with the band and after band, went to accompany Sery to do something. After that, went to meet my parents in town to buy my Chinese New Year clothes!! But in the end, didn't have the time to buy any as my uncle is bringing my sister and I to his colleagues house for dinner. When we were at my uncle's place, he ask me to follow him and he ask me whether do I want a video camera as he has a new one but he hardly use it after he got a new video camera. So he gave me his Panasonic video camera and its FULL HD!!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!! After awhile later, went to dinner and drank a couple of beers and talked to my uncle's colleagues. After that, we went back home. First back to my uncle's place then back home.

Sorry that I only post short and sweet as I am lazy to post!! haha!! Alright!! that's all folks!!!

2009-01-02T21:00:00.002+08:00

Today...

was jus a normal day to me..went to school about 12 plus to meet up with Khai Seng to buy a cake for Eelin as today is her 16th birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EELIN!!! "woahh..how time flies!!!"

After getting the cake, we went to band store with Farhan and Khair and play a couple of songs and we teach other some of it. During that time, we also plan to play a birthday song for Eelin. After rehearsing, we went down to get a drink but the vending machine is not ready yet so we went to the snack stall to get something to eat. After getting, we talked to the stall holder. After that, we went back to the band store to practice. When the band had finish their sectionals and started to pack, we didn't play the song for her, so instead we went down to prepare the cake. After giving her a surprise, each of us had a piece and we went chasing her around for her birthday bash. HAHAHAHA!!! After that, we went home.

That's all for today..Happy that I can finally play Your Call by Secondhand Serenade!!

HAPPPYYY 2009!!!!

2009-01-01T17:11:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 2009 to everyone!!!

All the best to all of your major exams and all the best to those who are taking O level results on the 8 or 9 or 12 of January!!!

Man!!! I miss 2008!!! 2008 is the best year where I had fun and had the best memorable times with all of my friends in Secondary School!!! Now, I am leaving my Secondary School life and heading to the Poly life!! I gonna miss all my friends!! Thank You all of you for the best memories!!! While hearing this music and posting this blog, it made me tear!!! Because I really really gonna miss all my close and best friends who made me smile and give me the best memories I had in my Secondary School Days!!! Thank You Guys A Lot!!! This song is for you!!! *CLICK IT TO PLAY IT*

Your Call (New Version) - Secondhand Serenade

2008-12-26T23:13:00.006+08:00

During the past few days kept watching Joey Jordison(Slipknot Drummer) and Jim Root(Slipknot Lead Guitarist) makes me inspire their talents and made me want to be like them when I am into the music industry with some bands if I have the chance to go America to show my talents!!! Watching their videos always make me high!!! SLIPKNOT ROCKSSS TO THE CORE!!!

Can't wait to start our new song that my band and I had created!!! \m/

Finally I Am Back!!!

2008-12-21T00:10:00.002+08:00

Back from Bali and had a great time there.

On the first day there, checked-in at about 4pm plus and stayed in the room until dinner time. My uncle, aunt, cousins, sister and I went to a Japanese Restaurant in the hotel and it was great. The food there is so delicious!!! After that, went back to the room to sleep as we were very tired.

On the second day, had breakfast and after that, went to a tour ride around Bali. First, we went to a Batik Shop where there are also people doing them and selling them. After that, went to a Wood Carving place and went to the people's family temple. There are many families living in the area and their back yard is a rice field. After that, we went to a silver warehouse and the things there are not that interesting as the silver the people made didn't catch our attention. After that, we went to a Nut Shop and we spend a million of dollars on tidbits!!! After that, we went back to our hotel. Once we got into the hotel, we went for lunch at an Italian restaurant. When we ordered our drinks, there is a drink that catch my attention, its called Tequila Slammer. Its actually Tequila mix with Sprite and I love it a lot, but good is that, I didn't get drunk!!! After lunch, went walking around the area to take a couple of pictures. After that, we head back to the room. Awhile later, I went to the gym alone and the gym is better as my uncle is expecting a conference call. But in the end, it is postpone to the next day, so all of us had room service for dinner. This time my drink, which I forgotten what it call, was coke mix with vodka, rum and whiskey and it was fine.

On the third day, had breakfast as usually and after that, we played pool. After a couple of rounds, we went to the room to have a break and went to Bali Collection, which is a shopping mall near to our hotel, but it takes us 20mins to walk there. At Bali Collection, we walked around the place to see what to buy, but in the end, we got nothing. Awhile later, all of us felt hungry and we went to a Japanese Restaurant in Bali Collection for lunch. After lunch, we went to continue shopping. the only thing we bought was coffee beans, tea and some chewing gums. After that, we went home and all of us except for my uncle, went for a swim. Thought I could get some sun bathing but when I got to the pool, the sun disappeared. So I played with my cousins and sister. After the swim, all of us except my uncle went to have some local Bali dinner and that place there is surrounded by mosquitoes, so I ran back to the room to take some mosquito repellent.

On the fourth day, had breakfast as usual but we went to talk on the beach. While walking, there is this local guy asked us whether do we want to see some corals and we agreed. We were excited at first, but in the end, it was kinda boring as during certain parts of the sea, we can't see a thing as it was blurry. After that, we rest in the room until about 4pm, we rent bicycles to ride to Bali Collection to continue shopping and have another Japanese dinner but different restaurant. Before that, we went to shop for awhile and I bought a pair of Quicksilver flip-flops and a Rip Curl T-shirt. After dinner, we ride our bicycles back to the hotel and my cousins kept on falling down as it was super dark.

On the fifth day, had breakfast as usual again, and we played pool after that. After playing, we rest in the pool for awhile and after that, all of us went for a swim as the sun is great, and that's where I got my sun burns. After the swim, the guys headed back to the room while the girls continue swimming. When everyone was in the room, we rest for awhile and went to the same local restaurant for dinner but this time, the mosquitoes are more than on the third day. So we ate as fast as possible so that we can get the hell out of that area. After dinner, went to the bar to have our last drink before we head back home. So I order my favourite drink, Tequila Slammer, and also had ice-cream. After that, we headed back to the room.

Today, after breakfast, all of us went to do our packing and until 1 plus in the afternoon, we head to the airport and headed back home.

During the past five days, had been drinking a lot of wine and other alcohol drinks, but I didn't get drunk. HEHEHEHE!!! And Man!!! These Sun Burns are killing me!!!

Going off to Bali!!!

2008-12-15T09:39:00.002+08:00

Hey y'all....

Heading to Bali today at 1pm and will be back on the 20th...

I can't wait to get myself tanned...and I also hope I could get the games I wanted there!!!

So That's all Folks!!!

Wondering??? Thinking??? Staring the air around me!!!

2008-12-09T23:41:00.004+08:00

Out of the blue, I felt kinda sad. Wondering what should I do??? Thinking of a way to solve my problems??? And I just stare the air around me!!! Nowadays, I don't even know what had happened to me!!

Whenever I felt sad, a video will cheer me up a little...

That's about it..

Finally!!!

2008-12-06T19:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, heard this new song call Through the Glass by Stone Sour and its super nice. The song is now played in this blog and I went searching all the guitar tabs for it and finally found it and went straight to practice it.

It took me quite awhile to finally played the full song but there is one problem, my strumming really sucks and I really need a lot of practice. Maybe I will play this song if I succeed for my family on Christmas Eve and maybe for that some one special!!! HEHEHEHE!!! The song is easy.

Alright..that's about it....

Super Fun and Super Tired !!!!

2008-12-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

Today...

Went to school with my sister in the morning to buy her books. Was kinda angry because its a last minute change. HATE IT!!! Supposingly was my sister, maid and I were to go to school to buy the books, but instead only my sister and I because no one told me that my maid need to go to the market with my granny. Really got pissed off and furthermore, my sister kept on delaying. After gotten the books, went back home and I was fine during that time after hearing some music. After that, ate some cereal at home before going out as I was hungry. While eating, was talking to Sery online to discuss on what to do today. Around 11.30am, went out of the house as I need to withdraw some cash and top-up my bus card.

Lucky I went out at 11.30am as the bus took quite a long time to reach my place. When I reached Jurong East Interchange, went to the ATM machine, but great thing is that, the machine has not a single money in it, so I just top-up my card using my ATM card as I intend to withdraw the money to top-up my bus card. After topping up, went to the platform to meet the rest, but no one was there. Waited for them for like 30 minutes as I thought some of them will reach there early.

When everyone has reached, went to the airport to see Benjamin off to the departure gate as he will be going to Australia to study and will not come back again. At first, some of us thought he will be going with his family, but instead, he went alone. Going to miss him!! After seeing him off, went to Popeye at Terminal 3 to eat and everyone accept me don't know what to eat, so I recommended them to eat the chicken and not the burger, but Sery, Deon, Joanne and Eelin went to try them, but I think Sery, Deon and Joanne regretted it, but I gave one of my piece to Sery as she want to try and I got three pieces of chicken to eat.

After eating, went to the money changer as Eelin, Gwen and Sery want to change their Hong Kong money to Singapore money. After changing their money, went to Pasir Ris, Downtown East to chill. First we went to EHub! to play bowling, but when we went there, it was super crowded, so we went walking around the new shopping mall. When we went to the 4th Floor, Joanne and some of them wanted to go to the Arcade to play, so all of us went and they played. While they are playing, Deon, Sery and I went down to find a place to chill as my legs are hurting and Sery wants to eat. First, we went to Coffee Bean, but instead we didn't buy anything as there are nothing much there. So we went all the way down and went to Downtown East to chill at McCafe. The three of us had our drinks and we share a piece of brownie. Awhile later, Joanne and Eelin came as they were tired. After awhile later, the rest came and we all chilled there. After awhile later, we went back to EHub! to play bowling, and this time, the place was not so crowded. So we started playing bowling. We had tonnes of fun playing and had a great laugh between each other.

After two games, we went back home as some of us need to back home. We really had a lot of fun and laughter shared among all of us, and also a tiring day.

That's all folks...finally completed playing the first verse of "Here Without You" by Three Doors Down..

happy!!! Happy!!! HAPPY!!!

2008-12-01T23:15:00.002+08:00

Finally the band had reached Singapore safely..so that means...boredom is over!!! HAHAHA!!!

Today, Khair came over to teach me guitar while also come over to the gym for work outs!! Had fun playing the guitars as I learn quite a lot after what Khair had taught me!! Thanks Khair for the great help!!! After the guitar fun, went to the gym to have our work out!! Had a great time working out as I have not step into the gym about a month already!!

After the work out, went back to my place and chill for awhile. After that, Khair went home.

After Khair had went home, went to practice a new song that I want to play for a special person in future!!! I practiced and practiced until my fingers hurt a lot!!! ARGHHHH!!!!

That's all I got to say!!!

Lonely!!! :(

2008-11-29T12:08:00.005+08:00

"Sigh"

Felt lonely for the past four days as my closest friends went to Hong Kong and some of my other friends are working and they seldom online!!

Suddenly miss some of my friends who went to Hong Kong.

For the past four days, felt super bored and lonely!!! Even though I followed Mr Chua around to other schools to teach, I still felt bored after I reached home.

Luckily they are coming back tomorrow if not I will be super damn bored!!!

Can't also wait to the end of the year because I can change to the Sony Ericsson C905i that I always want to have!!!

That's all I got to say!!

What a week!!

2008-11-21T21:30:00.002+08:00

Since some of you had requested me to post...So here is the post!!

On Monday, went to band and was raining quite heavily. Was quite wet when going there, but was even wet when Deon, Hafiz and Hisham asked me to go for lunch at KFC at Jurong East Complex. After lunch, went to play some beat on the drum set and when Mr Chua came, teached a little of Malay Folk Tunes for my sister and Jing Xi then went to take a marching snare and a drum pad and sat at the staircase to keep me busy and try to create a new snare solo. After awhile, Celeste came and she asked me to teach her how to play drums again after a year plus of stopping playing any percussion instruments. Awhile later, Yan Qiu, my senior, came and the three of us chatted a lot. When the band had finish their practice, Yan Qiu, Celeste and I went to the band store to play the drum set. When the band had left the room while some of them stayed to wait for their parents to come over for the Hong Kong briefing, played the drum set in the band room with Hisham like a duel and also to accompany Eelin. When it was 1830 hours, I went home as its late.

On Tuesday, went out with Benjamin to find the indoor basketball court, but in the end, could not find it. After that, the both of us went separate ways. I went to my mum's office as after that, we went out for dinner together with my sister and cousin.

On Wednesday, Sery, Deon, Hafiz, Eelin, Shaffiqah and Joanne came over to my crib. First, Deon and Joanne went to play pool first while the rest went to my house to learn how to cook dried and healthy spaghetti and bake some Chocolate Fondant? After every thing were done, we went to the pool side to eat. Every thing was a great success and its delicious!!!

On Thursday, went to Shaffiqah's house to jam, have a movie marathon, chat, staring at each other and also cook. First, we watched Shanghai Knights. Next, we watched Step Up 2 while Shaffiqah and Joanne went to experiment some new taste with eggs, but was pretty nice though in the first place, I thought was disgusting, but came out pretty good. After that, they went to cook fried rice while Sery, Deon and I went to jam and watch Step Up 2. After that show, we watched Stomp the Yard and we started eating the fried rice. Its delicious!!! After that, Shaffiqah's mum came back and cooked us pasta with tomato and chili sauce. While waiting, all of us chatted and laughed a lot. After dinner, we help to clear up and went back to jam. While jamming, we also continue to chat. Around 2000hours plus, we went back home. At the void deck, Deon wanted to get a drink and we continue to chat while waiting for Deon to finish drinking. After a long chat, we finally went back home.

Today, went back to band again but before that, met up with Sery, Deon and Joanne to have our brunch and awhile later, Hafiz came and we all sat down at Mr Teh Tarik to have our brunch. Awhile later, Eelin came and she went to buy her food and sat down together with us. After that, went to school to open the band room. When during sectionals, went to learn how to read and play mallet percussions. Its fun playing mallet percussion instruments but its hard when the tempo is getting faster and faster as your hands will start to tangle together. After that, used Farhan's new iPod Touch to hear some songs and play along with it in the band store. After that, went to the band to chill as I was feeling damn hot and sat together with Farhan and chatted softly.

Tomorrow, going out with Khai Seng, Farhan, Gwen, Sery, Eelin, Deon, Joanne and maybe Shaffiqah. The only thing now is that, I can't think of any where to go to have fun. "Sigh"

That's all about the week and I want to get these few games when I am in Bali, if I can find any. They are:

1) Need For Speed: Undercover
2) Mortal Kombat Vs. DC Super Heroes
3) Fifa 2009
4) Rock Band 2 plus the band kit
5) Call Of Duty: World At War
6) Quantum Of Solace
7) Tom Clancy: Endwar
8) Battlefield: Bad Company
9) Dynasty Warrior 7
10) Army of Two
11) Resistance 2
12) Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of the Patriot
13) Star Wars: Unleashed the force
14) TNA ImPact!

ITS OVER!!!

2008-11-11T21:35:00.002+08:00

"Finally!!!!..."

"The Exams Are Over!!! and Now its time...for...celebrations and......relaxation time!!!"

Now the only thing is to worry after the New Year...

Today,

Went to McDonald's with Hakim, Atika and Shakila to have our breakfast straight after our last paper. At McDonald's, we shared scary stories and jokes to release all our stress and worries away. Around 11.45am, we set off but I went straight home while Hakim and the rest went to West Mall to walk around. I didn't join them is because I was in a rush to get my game and collect my maids phone as soon as possible so that once I have my game, I can play until my parents came back from work. The game I bought is WWE Smackdown VS Raw 2009, and it rocks as its better than previous series with all the new features like the tag team system and the new Inferno Match. Its really really fun!!!

The first thing when I first step into the house, I quickly took a short shower and change and started playing the game. However, when my parents came home, I needed to stop because they want to watch television. Tomorrow, first thing when I wake up and have my breakfast, I will start playing the game. HEHEHEEHEHE!!!

Alright, that's all folks..

Can't really wait to end this War!!! and Can't wait for my Game to Launch!!!

2008-11-08T23:20:00.003+08:00

Hey y'all..

Its been a long time since I last post because was busy studying for O levels.

Okay! Firstly, I kinda screw up on my Science Practical exam because its super hard and I made a really stupid mistake by not seeing the mass of the ruler at the side of the ruler. Secondly, my English was kinda fine but I think I made some mistakes here and there because was rushing.

Thirdly, I lost about 14 marks for paper one and I forgotten how much I lost for paper two for maths. Forth, I lost 12 marks for my geography and lost some marks for Social Studies because for geography, I had no time to finish up the paper and wrote some crap for tourism, for Social Studies, I made a few mistakes on Structure Essay as I forgotten some of the points that I studied but luckily came out what I had studied on last Saturday.

Fifth, I think I kinda did well in my Mother Tongue after the knowledge given from Ms Tan Peiru. Cheng Lao Shi, Xia Xia Ni!!! and its kinda easier than the one in June. Sixth, Chemistry paper was kinda easy as luckily I studied for two straight days. Lastly, for physics paper, I think I made a few mistakes on it.

Now left is Science paper 1 and I can't wait to end it. Few more minutes left and my game that I want will be officially launched. Hope I can my 13 points for my L1R4 and less than 20 points for my L1R5. Really hope I can get these points. If not, Republic Polytechnic is my only choice left. :(

So everyone, give me your support and prayers to give me these points. I really really appreciate it. By doing so, please tag at the left side ----->

And Thank You if you do!!!

That's all folks!!!

O LEVELSSS!!!!!

2008-10-09T23:37:00.002+08:00

Countdown to O levels...Starting from 16 Oct...

Die!!! Scared!! Worried!!!

Its been quite sometime since I last post. This will be my last post until my O levels are over. I am super scared as I am afraid that I might forget all infomations when I do my O Level papers..ARGHHHH!!! Super scared. I am worried that I might not be able to go to the course I want next year...ARGGHHH!!!! Though only a few will read my blog, I wish to have all the support to give me 12 points for my L1B4 and 18 points for my L1B5. PLEASE!!! I need all of your support!!!

That's it...

To support..do tag!!! PLEASE!!! I really really need them!!!

Back again to the normal self!!!

2008-09-30T23:52:00.002+08:00

Glad to be my normal self again!!!

Finally settled everything already except for my O levels as I had difficulties studying as many things happen during this type of month.

Best is, I can't wait for O level to finish because there will be many things going to happen like I had a jamming session with my dad's customers and my percussion teaching. During my breaks after my studies, I usually will practice my stroking and my speed for double paddling as I think I manage to go the speed that I want. Really can't wait for this opportunity because money will start to come to me.

Well, that's it...

Going back to the dark side!!!

2008-09-21T23:25:00.004+08:00

Its been quite sometime since I last post...

Alight...past few days was feeling super down, if those who want to know more, can ask me personally. But thanks to some of my friends who cheered up, was quite normal. Though I post any posts, no one will seem to pass by my blog. Think this blog is only seen by me.

Not only I was feeling down, I felt stress also because I did badly in my prelims and need to catch up a lot to get points of 14 and below to get to the course I want, Game Design and Development in Singapore Polytechnic. O levels are coming, must work hard!!!

That's it...

"Why must this thing always happen to make me feel miserable..."
"WHY!!! WHY!!! WHY!!!"

Happy!! Happy!!! HAPPY!!!

2008-09-05T23:06:00.003+08:00

I am so happy today!!!

First, went out with my family for lunch then went to Far East Plaza after that, but I went to Takashimaya to deliver food to my aunt. After that went to the Metal Shop to see whether my disc has arrived or not. The owner of the shop told me that when it arrives today, he will call me right away. After that, went to meet up with my family at one spectacle shop at the fourth floor to do my grandfather's glasses. After that, went to Paragon to collect my Hogan Shoe, but instead, I went to Prada to get one pair as I think that Hogan is not worth the price because the price between Hogan and Prada is the same, but Prada is full leather while Hogan is comfort. During that time I had hard time deciding, but in the end, decided to choose Prada.

Here is the shoe,

If you want to know the price, ask me personally.

Before that, went to Tangs Plaza as my grandmother want to get her shoes. On the way to Paragon, the shop owner called me and he told me the disc has arrived. After buying my new shoes, went to Takashimaya to get my grandmother's shoes as there is nothing that suits my grandmother on Tangs Plaza. After getting the shoes, went to Coffee Club for high-tea, but my mum, my sister and myself went to look for a T-shirt as my T-shirt is wet. After getting my T-shirt and changed into it, and after the high-tea, I went to Far East Plaza alone to collect my disc. On my way there and back, I perspired a lot, and I changed back to my t-shirt as it was dry. After that, went walking around Takashimaya and when it is about 7pm, went to have dinner.

That's it about today.

IMY!!!

Super Super Tired and Sleepy!!!

2008-09-01T20:27:00.002+08:00

Past three days, including today, kept on going out and waking up early.

On Saturday, went out with Khair, Eelin and Sery to Far East Plaza first to sell my game and went to Ramen Ten as I promise them I will treat them because it will be our last time eating together with Sery and Khair. Then after lunch, went to the Big National Library to study and we could not any space to study. So we decided to go to Star Bucks or TCC to study, and we found one space at Basement One. We studied there for about an hour, but not with our textbooks or anything, with the books in the library. After that, we went to TCC for High-tea, and its my treat again. After that, we went back home.

Sunday, went to celebrate Deon's Birthday at the playground outside his house and went to KFC for lunch after Deon ate his cake. After that, Hua Dong, Deon, Sery and I went to town to walk around while waiting for the collection of my phone, which is at 5pm. Before that, went to Far East again to buy the disc I want to get, which is Slipknot's new album (All Hope Is Gone), but the owner of the shop says its sold out and within two days. Damn!!! So I bought the Disasterpieces DVD instead which cost me $49.90. After that, walked around Far East as Hua Dong and Deon want to do some shopping, but in the end, didn't get anything. After that, went to Takashimaya (A.K.A) Ngee Ann City, to walk around, but Sery and I went to Coffee Bean to chill while the other two went to walk around the place, so Sery and I shared a piece of cheese cake as we are short of cash after getting our drinks and this will be my last time having a meal with her. I had a Latte while Sery had her Hot Chocolate. While eating and drinking, the both of us had a great conversation about our lives and etc. But the two of us are just close friends. After awhile later, Deon and Hua Dong had to leave, and left the two of us. After our drink and cheese cake, we went to Wisma to collect my phone. After collecting my phone, we went to Plaza Singapura as Sery want to look for phone skins and know the price of it. After that, we walk around the basement of Plaza Singapura. After that, we went to Yamaha music shop and look around the instruments. I went to test for Cymbals while Sery went to look for guitars. After that, we decided to go home as Sery need to back home early and I was still thinking on whether to join my family or not. In the end, went to look for them at Takashimaya, and took the same bus as Sery to accompany her. When I met up with my family, we look around for my shoes.

First, we went to LV to have a look, then my cousin told me Hogan or Prada is better. So went to Paragon and went to Hogan. And good thing is, I finally got my new pair of new shoes. Hope I can wear it soon. After that, went to dinner.

Today, went to study with Sery and her two classmates, Wan Ying and Jie Si. We suppose to go to Star Bucks to study in Bugis, but there was no space so we went to J.O Cafe. This time, we really studied. when it was 2.30pm, Sery and I went to Takashimaya again as she want to go to Kinochoniya to look for books while the other two went to walk around in Bugis Junction. Sery and I got kinda lose when looking for bus to Takashimaya, but we manage to get a bus at Clarke Quay. When we reached Takashimaya, we went straight to the book store and awhile later, Wan Ying joined us as Jie Si went with her cousins. The three of us walked the entire Kinochoniya and after that, we went to Heeren.On the way out of Takashimaya, we met up with Mandy and her friends. After Heeren, we went back home. Sery went back home while Wan Ying and I went to get ourselves a cup of bubble tea. Initially, we wanted to have a bite as we were super hungry, but the both of us need to go home for dinner, so we ended up having bubble tea instead. Had short conversation with her and we headed back home.

After buying myslef that DVD, kept on watching over and oever again as I also learn how to play some beats that my number one idol, Joey Jordison, played. Really admire his talents and skills and I wish I could be like him in future.

WoooooW!!! What a tiring three days out!!! That's it!!!

Going Down!!!

2008-08-28T18:24:00.002+08:00

Seems like the happy Glenn now, is going back to the old moodless Glenn in the past bit by bit. Its not about that thing, its about something else. Its about a friendship with my friends. I seriously don't want to graduate Jurongville with losing a close friend of mine or any close friends. I want to have a happy graduation and not a sad graduation. I want to treasure my friendship with all of my closest friends I have. Without them, I will not be what I am today. I will be like one loner and always a loner, but this time I am change because I have such great friends. Without friends, its meaningless to live because no one wants to be lonely all the time.

I really want to thank god for giving me such great friends because they are always there by my side if I feeling down or I am in need. Thank You!!!

Hope I still have my friends with me by my side.

That's all I gonna say...

Happy!! Happy!! Happy!!

2008-08-22T20:28:00.004+08:00

Today..

Was the start of my prelim examinations, and my first paper I start off is English. Did quite fine for paper one as I wrote a lot, but I think I out of point for my composition as I wrote my phobia was watching horror film. I think I really totally wrote out of point. For Letter Writing, I wrote a lot and exceeded the amount of words that we need to write. For paper 2, I think I flunked at it as I don't know one or two questions and I didn't finish my summary as when I was doing half way, I had a very bad stomachache and went to the toilet. Not only that, when I was thinking of an answer for one question, I suddenly fell asleep.

After the papers today, rushed home and asked my maid to help me bring out my Joey Jordison Drumsticks and headed to Henderson Building to buy a new pair of Lars Ulrich Signature Drumsticks, which cost me $66, a new pair of Ahead gloves, which cost me $68, and a Ahead Stick Bag, which cost me $48. After getting my stuffs at the shop, went to ask the shop owner how much a metronome. After he told me the price, I will start saving up and get one and also two practice pedals which cost $68 each, and also Travis Smith, Trivium Drummer, Signature Drumsticks.

After getting my stuffs, went back to school and stayed in the band room and practice with my new Lars Ulrich Signature Drumsticks and trying out the new Ahead gloves while waiting for Eelin as I owed her a treat. When Eelin finished her sectional practice, we packed up and went to McDonald's and treat her a muffin, a brownie and a Mocha Fruppee a McCafe. The both of us chatted a lot and when it was 6pm, we went back home.

Happy to get my drum equipments...SUPER HAPPY!!!

That's all Folks!!!

IMY!!!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

2008-08-20T18:28:00.003+08:00

Today is finally my birthday...

Waited so long for this moment to come. First thing when I switched on my phone, received so many messages from my friends wishing me Happy Birthday!!! Then when I reached school, my classmates wished me. Wherever I go, my friends will wish me and this is the first time I receive so many wishes from my friends. Super Happy!!! But I felt kinda sad as some of my friends forgotten about my birthday. Sadded!!!

Never Mind!!! After school, had my English O Level Oral Exam, but before I start, Eelin and Sery came and gave me a big card for my birthday, and I think I done quite well in my oral as I talked a lot i this oral exam. This is my first time talking a lot during Oral Exams. After Oral, was suppose to go back home, but in the end my mum called me and asked me to join her at Jurong East as she needs to see the doctor.

After that, went back home and prepare to go out for dinner. Ate normally but drank a lot of water as I was so damn thirsty after the Oral Exam. After that, went back home and cut my birthday cake.

So that's about today... and THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE LOVELY CARD!!!

ILY!!

Just One More Day!!

2008-08-19T22:51:00.003+08:00

FINALLYY!!!

Tomorrow is a big day for me because....(Drum Roll)...Its my 17th Birthday...Super Happy!!! But also kinda nervous as tomorrow is O level English Oral Examination. ARGHHH!!! MUST RELAX!! (Breathe In...Breathe Out...)

I MUST get an A1 or an A2 for tomorrow English Oral Exam as Mdm Zainah told me that I can do it just that I need more elaborations in my picture discussion and also to relax.

So that's it...

(To band members only...If you want the Graduation Pictures..go to this web...http://s40.photobucket.com/albums/e214/elkel/sentosa/Band%20Graduation%2008/?start=80)

ILY!!!

Super Tired!!!

2008-08-14T22:44:00.002+08:00

Man!!! Yesterday and today are the most tiring days I ever had...

Yesterday, during P.E., played soccer with seven of my classmates, and we played until most of us, including me, perspired like hell. Our heads were so wet and so does our P.E. T-shirts until some of our other classmates ask us whether did we just came out from a shower. After school, went straight to band room and sat outside to wait for the keys. While waiting, was warming up after following some warm-up skills from some professional drummers that I watched in YouTube. When the keys were taken, went in to the room, switched on the air conditioners and continue to do my warm-up. After my warm-up, went to listen to one song from my iPod named, Kirisute Gomen, from Trivium and followed the rhythms of the drums for warming up my legs and hands too.

After listening for awhile, suddenly remembered that I left my P.E. T-shirt in the class room and the entire class were in the hall having a meeting with Mr Quake, so I had to wait until my chairman had finished the meeting as she is holding on to the keys.

So while waiting, went to the canteen with some other band members and joined them. When it was time to go up to the band room, all performers went up. After the band had warmed-up, we rehearsed the songs that we were going to play for the ASEAN Tennis Opening. The ban played Final Countdown, Silent Movie, Around the World in Eighty Measures, Thunderer, Fanfare and Eres Tu. When I heard that we are playing Final Countdown, I had a lot of new ideas, as in new rhythms, in my head and played it out to give it a try. Not only I improvise Final Countdown, but also some others as well, and Hisyam played the bass drum with me as Desmond could not play it. After the quick rehearsal, went down to the concourse with the instruments and loaded them into the bus.

When we reached our destination, prepared everything in the Function Room in Jurong Country Club and start to have another rehearsal. While waiting for the rehearsal to start, Hisyam, Haziq and I kept on going o the restroom as the first time I went, my hand was bleeding. The second time was that we wanted to find water. The third time was that we went to watch ourselves up and went to bring some other band members to see "Heaven". Meaning is that when the three of us could not find any water and was told that there is water right at the end of the room, so there was a door and once we open it, the sunlight just gashed in and our eyes were kinda painful as though we just look at "Heaven". After the fun, went back and we started the rehearsal.

After the rehearsal, went back to school and was on the way out of the room, Mrs Chee asked Haziq and I to help to carry some instruments to her car. After helping, all of went back home.

Today, woke up around 4.50am to prepare for the performance today and was told to report in the band room by 6.30am. When I reached school and while waiting to retrieve the keys with Sery, Qiao Sian and Mrs Chee, Mrs Chee gave a small gift for thanking me to help out to perform with the band as there was no other percussionist left as the Sec 2s were having their Common Test. Once after retrieving the keys, went to band room and I started with my warm-up again. After this warm-up, my hands feel light and so does my legs. It really works. After the band had warmed up, we played Final Countdown again as Mrs Chee wanted to hear the song again as my improvising of the song was too much, but she liked it and told me to try to simplify it, but I asked her what if I can't, she told me to try as my standard is very high. After that quick rehearsal, everyone was rushing down to the concourse unprepared as we were late and all of us were rushing.

Once got to the same place, had one dry-run before the actual one starts. While waiting to start the dry-run, all of us had some muffins as some of us had bought them from Felyna and some were given by Mrs Chee as a treat. After a few hours later, the dry-run started. After the dry-run, rest for awhile and then, the actual performance started. After the performance, the percussions including Hisyam were told to sit and I suddenly just fell asleep as I was super damn tired and sleepy. After awhile later, we were told that we could eat the food from the buffet. After that, all of us started to pack up and head back to school.

In school, I was told that I am suppose to take a POA test and I was unprepared and was super tired, so I was told to take it after school. After school, took the test, and I think I am going to fail for sure as I am kinda weak in General Journal. After that, stayed back in school to study while waiting for the band to finish. After the band were released, Vania, Eelin, Shaffiqah and I went to the bubble tea shop just right opposite our school. Once after we gotten our drinks, all of us went back home.

WOOOWWW!!! What a tiring two days for me!!!

So that's it....

IMY!!!

"Jumping all over the place" !!!

2008-08-08T18:53:00.004+08:00

Today,

Its National Day Celebration and also Band Graduation Day, that means this will be the last time I am going to the band until my O levels are over. "Sigh"... Gonna miss the band soooo muchhh!!! And also _____!!!

Before school starts, went to band once after I reached school as I want to put my stuffs in the band room than bringing them to class because my classmates will ask me things and tease me as well. After school, went straight to the band room to get change into our Full Band Uniform with Kamarul and some of the other guys.

After changing and everything done, all the Sec 4s and 5s stayed in the band room as we were told that we couldn't go into the training room until everything is done in the training room. Once everything is done, all Graduates falled in. After falling in, all graduates stood in positions and wait for the arrival of Mrs Hiew, our Vice-Principal, and also wait for Mrs Hiew speech to finish before getting our plagues and certificates. After getting our plagues and certificates, all guest, teachers and graduates went for their lunch first then come to rest of the band members.

During lunch, ate together with my bestest buddy, Kamarul, Melvin and Haizul, and we had a great chat and laughter. After lunch, went back to the training room and sat right where the Sec Ones were sitting to start the performance and all. Every performance that the juniors and a few of the graduates had put up for us were great. (To all performers who perform today, all of you had done a great and marvelous performance) After the performance, was slide showing time. During the slide show, was touching and it brings back the memories with all the photos. After the slide show, went to take the gifts in the band room and settled down back in the training room.

When its time to give out the gifts, I stayed at my place was rushing in passing my I.O.U slips and writing some of the members who I have not gotten any gifts for them. A thousand apologies to those who never receive any gifts from me. Really Sorry!!! WOW!!! This year had received more gifts than last year, and most of the gifts are candies and chocolates. Think I am going to be fat again. HAHAHAHAHA!!! Just playing. Thank You all so much for giving me the wonder gifts. Will appreciate all the great memories that all of you had given me, I won't forget it. I will treasure it until I die.

After giving out all the gifts and I.O.U slips, sat together with my section and popping up balloons as there are sweets in the balloons. After popping the balloons and collected the sweets inside, went back to the band room to prepare to go home. While doing so, went out to take section photos. After taking them, went to the red table behind the bookshop and wait for _____ to come down to collect _____birthday present.

After that, took a couple of pictures with ____ and some other band members. Had a great time taking pictures with them as this will be my last and final year with them, so by taking those pictures, will make me remember them forever.

After that, waited for Vania and the rest and went back home. When I reached home, went to take a quick shower and changed and went out to catch The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor movie at Vivo City Gold Class with my parents. The show was great and I don't mind watching it again.

So that's all about today..."Jumping all over the place"!!!

IMY!!!

Recovered and super tired!!!

2008-08-07T18:33:00.003+08:00

Finally I recovered from my flu and sore throat..."HAPPY HAPPY!!!"

Today is Cross-Country and will be my last Cross Country ever. Before that, met with Vania and Eelin at Bukit Batok Station. While waiting, met Lowell and he join me to wait for the two sisters. After they came, we met up with Sery at Chinese Garden. While waiting for Sery to reach, Khair came and waited together with us. When Sery arrived, all of us went in.

While waiting for our level to start running, because the system this year will only start level after level as in Sec One and Two will start first, followed by the Sec Threes then the Fours and Fives, some of my classmates and I went to talk with Mr Goh outside. When its our turn, went to have a warm-up session and after that, all the Sec Fours and Fives start running.

Shi Han, Guo Rong and I were trying to find space to start running as every one is walking. Once after we found, the three of us started running. The three of us passed by a lot of the Sec threes and awhile later, Shi Han slowed down a little and Guo Rong and I were just in front of him. After awhile later, Guo Rong slowed down and Shi Han catch up. So among most of the entire run, Shi Han and I were always running together., but during my last last round, I slowed down as my rips were very painful, and Shi Han continued to run.

Awhile later, Chye Poh catch up with me as I was walking in pain. When Chye Poh ran beside me, the both of us jogged and I controlled the pain until to a certain distance, I walked again. Then when I was going to reach to the finishing line, I sprint all the way there even my rips was so damn painful.

After I finished my run, went to drink Milo and I drank about 6 cups as I was super thirsty. Awhile later, I decided to get myself a 100 plus instead of Milo as my salt level is running low. When I wanted to buy, YiXiu. However, I drank only half a can as I felt like throwing out, and the rest I gave to Khai Seng.

After the whole thing end, I rushed back home to get money and to gt changed as I was damn hot and sweaty. After everything I had done, I went to meet up with Sery and Eelin at Jurong East Interchange and went to Causeway Point to met up with some Deyi band majors to pass them the invitations to our Graduation Day tomorrow. Before meeting up with them, went to eat at Burger King as I was super hungry. After giving the invitations, went to Causeway Point to find my "thing" and Eelin and Sery's Graduation Gifts. After that, went to IMM to find my "thing" and both Sery and Eelin's Graduation Gifts as we can't find anything from Causeway Point, except for Sery's wrappers. At IMM, got my "thing" and went to IKEA as Sery and Eelin cannot find anything at IMM.

On the way there, took a lot of buses as we didn't know what bus to take outside IMM Bus-stop. When we reached IKEA, had a lot of laughter and fun walking around IKEA. And I must say, IKEA really change a lot. After that, Sery went home while me and Eelin went t West Mall as our quest for Graduation stuffs are not done.

After getting everything, we went home.

That's all I gonna say..Super tired.

Graduation Day is tomorrow and MAN!!! Didn't finish getting my Graduation Gifts.

IMY!!!

SICK!!! SICK!!! SICK!!!

2008-08-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

Man!!! Being sick sucks!!!

Past two days, had a really really bad flu and a sore throat. Had difficult time breathing and eating because whatever I eat, it will be tasteless. I don't even know how I became sick as I exercised every single day and eat and drink normally. Hope this flu and sore throat go away fast!!! Because I want the energy to run for Cross-Country which is this coming Thursday and also for my training or work out.

Not only that, had been crying whenever I am bathing for the past three days. I don't even know why I suddenly cry just like that. Is it because of the feeling that I had which made me had a flashback??? ARGHHH!!! MAN!!!

That's all I gonna say here.

IMY!!!

What A Weeekk!!!

2008-08-01T20:00:00.002+08:00

Now...where should I start??? HHHHMMMMMM!!!!

Oh Yeah!!! Monday...Nothing much happened..Had normal lessons and also English Remedial..Tuesday..Same as Monday and had both Science Practical Remedial...and stayed with Deon to wait for the band to be back from the Asian School Shoot Out Rehearsal..so while waiting, studied for like 2 hours and then waited at the concourse. While at the concourse, Deon went to play soccer with his friends. After awhile later, I joined in, and when I joined in, the band came back. Wednesday, had LCCI Book Keeping Exam and was kinda fine. After that, went to meet up with Deon at the basket ball court and went home. When walking back to my house, met up with my childhood friend, ho we always play at the playground wen we were very young, but I forgotten her name but she remembered me. Sad!!! We didn't keep touch for about 6 years already, but until on that day. Thursday, had normal lessons, but at the last period, many things had happen, a few of my classmates valuables were stolen and the entire 5N1 went looking the entire school for the things.

Today...went to band after school as I wanted to try on two basses, so asked Khai Seng to help me to bring over the band room drum set over to band store o combine together with the black old drum set. But sad thing is, I suck because the drum set sizes are different so I had problems playing, another thing is the pedal as I measured the same length of the spring for both pedals, but the force needed were different, and lastly, the position for the Hit-Hat is also difficult for me play on. While playing, I was perspiring a lot and my t-shirt was totally wet. After playing the short while because I suck and its difficult for me to play. Think I prefer my Pearl Eliminator Double Pedal and playing on the drums at the studio with my band. After that, went to play a bit of what Khai Seng, Hisham and Farhan thought of on the guitar. Was playing for awhile, and Khai Seng and I went down to have our lunch. After our lunch, went back to the band store and continued playing on the guitar. This time, I played for a long time to practice my fingers. After that, Khai seng played and the both of us went near to the drum set and we improvise whatever Khai Seng played on the guitar. Awhile later, we swap places. Had a lot of fun. While playing, the entire school blacked out, so Khai Seng and I went near trombone section as they wanted to hear W.E.L.C.O.M.E from my phone, and I was still practicing. Later, Mandy and Eelin joined me and Khai Seng. After a few hours later, we stopped and I went to the band room to see my juniors doing their percussion music test. After that, all of us went home.

So that's all about today..

Still kinda depressed a little...

IMY!!!

Same as Usual!!!

2008-07-27T23:23:00.002+08:00

Today...

Went out with Eelin in the morning to catch the movie Red Cliff and the show was super nice. After that, we went to Far East Plaza to sell my games, Need For Speed ProStreet and Soldier of Fortune, but I can only sell my Need For Speed ProStreet because the shop had already had too many Soldier of Fortune games in stock. After that, went to Long John Silver to have our late lunch.

After our lunch, went to meet up with the rest of the band members who are going to Tiac Woo's concert. When we reached at Dover Control Station, Eelin and I only saw Yi Xiu and gang only, so we waited for the rest to arrive. Few minutes later, Sery and Deon came, then Khai Seng, then Jasmine, Felyna and Mandy, then Kai Wen and the rest. After meeting up with them, we all headed to Singapore Polytechnic concert hall.

The overall performance was great!!! After the concert, all of us except Eelin, Farhan and Gwen, went to Jurong Point to have our dinner and all of us went separate ways. Khai Seng, Hua Dong, Janice and I went to McDonald's will some went to Long John Silver and some went to Pizza Hut. After our dinner, went to meet with Yi Xiu and the rest at Long John Silver, and we went walking around the entire Jurong Point.

First, we went to Toys 'R' Us as Hua Dong, Khai Seng and I just follow the girls. After a short while, the three of us, the guys, went out to wait for the girls. And I want to know who put my hoodie over my head when I was not looking. After that, we went to another toys department, but the guys, waited outside the store while the girls went in. After that, went to Give A Name, and the same thing, the guys waited outside while the girls went in. After that, all of us headed home.

Had loads of fun today and hope that could cheer me up a little.

That's all about today.

IMY SSSOOO MUUCCHHH!!!

What Should I Do!!!

2008-07-24T20:32:00.002+08:00

Seems like people are asking me why am I emoing...BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!

The answer to all of y'all questions are that I am still emoing, but not as bad as last time. Its like 60% emo 40% happy. The reason is...I can't tell y'all unless I tell y'all personally or see from my mood or either I just can't tell y'all. Don't know whether this emoing will last as long as I died or will be gone sooner. But I really do hope it can end sooner as being emo can make you do stupid things and it really sucks.

"Sigh"...When can this be over??? WHEN??? WHEN??? WHEN??? "Sigh"

I think I am going back down to the darkness again or stop in the middle of both sides.

MAN!!! Hope..REALLY REALLY HOPE...it can be gone sooner and forever!!!

IMY!!!

Think going to continue to climb back up!!!

2008-07-20T21:16:00.002+08:00

Think I am going to continue to climb back up again...

Today, went to watch The Dark Knight and its super nice, I don't mind watching it again. Really want to watch it again, anyone wants to join me??? Then after that, went back home to take some clothes for tonight's dinner. After gotten our clothes, we went back to my uncle's house and a few hours later, we went to have our dinner at one Mexican restaurant. All of us ate quite a lot as we ordered a big number of different dishes as this is our first time going there. Ate a lot of jalapeno peppers, known as Mexican hot pepper, and everything was damn delicious.

After That, went back home.

And Thank all of you for giving me the support for choosing to climb back up!!! I appreciate all of the tags y'all had tagged me. THANK YOU!!!

IMY!!!
Hope you can be by my side!!!

ILY!!!

"Wondering"..."Stressed Up"...

2008-07-18T20:21:00.004+08:00

MAN!!!

Wondering whether should I continue to climb back up to the bright side??? Wondering what will happen if I do "it"???(To those who know what I am talking about...not the dirty type) Wondering whether to stay emo forever and to act happy in front of others or to stay happy??? Wondering whether this darkness around me will be gone??? Wondering how long can I take it i staying in this darkness????

ARGHHH!!! MANNN!!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO!!! Stressed up with this wondering!!! How will it take???

"If you are reading this and you feel irritated or annoyed of what I said...I am Sorry..REALLY REALLY SORRY!!!" (this is to the person of my life)

IMY SOOOOO DAMMMMNNN MUCCCHHH!!!

ILY

Half way to the bright side..Should I continue???

2008-07-16T22:58:00.002+08:00

Man!!!

Should I continue climbing back up to the bright side or just drop back down??? Seems like I am stuck in the middle of going back up and dropping back down to the dark.

Man!!!
When can this darkness be gone forever??? WHEN???? WHEN??? Can it be sooner??? Or will it be later or will I be staying in the dark forever???

Should I do it OR should I not do it??? If I do it, will ____ ignore me for life or what??? ARGHHH!!! MAN!!! What Should I DO!!!

"I really ___ _____ so damn much...."

ILY!!!

Climbing Back the Bright Side Bit by Bit!!!

2008-07-15T19:49:00.003+08:00

Hey Y'all...

Trying my very best to climb back up to the bright side. Last Sunday, went to the Band Fiesta at Botanic Garden. Monday, went to Coffee Bean at Jurong Point to teach Sery Maths. Deon joined in and saw Yi Xiu and her friend Kendra. Today, was my O level Chinese Listening Comprehension, and it went pretty well but made three to four wrongs.

Past few days, was repairing my laptop after it jammed last Friday, and sad thing is that, I lost everything in the laptop. Videos, music, chat logs, etc. are all gone. DAMN!!! And I need to reinstall everything back and I need to ask my uncle to reset the Internet connection for his place or else I can't use the Internet when I go over during the weekends.

So...That's it...

"Should I do it" or "should I not do it" ????? ARGHHH!!!
And I really miss ___ a lot!!!

ILY!!!

Think will fail on reaching the bright side!!!

2008-07-11T22:59:00.002+08:00

"Sigh"

Think I am going to fail to reach back the bright side. Seriously, I am really really trying my very best to reach back the bright side, but I think I may not reach it soon and I may stay in this total darkness for a long time. Though y'all might see me laughing, smiling and all, actually I am trying to get over the depression I am having, but after that, the darkness comes back. If y'all want to scold me beat me, whack me because of me being depression (A.K.A) EMO!!! Y'all may do so because maybe I could reach back to the bight side.

Thought after watching some videos of my #1 Idol, Joey Jordison, and also Slipknot and RoadRunners video and practicing my sticking and all might cheer me up, but after watching them and practice, awhile later, the darkness comes back again. "Deep Sigh"

I really want to get this darkness away, but how??? I really want it to go.

One more thing that bothers me most is whether "Should I" or "Should I not"...(If those who know what am I talking about..I need your advice and all) PLEASE!!!

That's it....

ILY!!!

Trying the very best to reach the bright side!!!

2008-07-07T22:52:00.003+08:00

Today...

Went to Jurong East Library with Khair and Khai Seng to study. The three of us wanted to study but in the end, we used my laptop instead as I was helping a friend to do a proposal. After that, went to town to get Vania's birthday gift. The three of us walked from Far East Plaza to Cineleisure. After getting the gift, went to a food court as I owe a treat of Ice Kachang to Khai Seng. So since I am owing Khai Seng, I mind as well treat Khair a drink for his time taken to accompany me to town. After our drink, we went back home, but I suddenly left Vania's gift at the food court. Luckily we are still near Cineleisure, and I ran all the way back to the food court, and luckily its still there. "PHEWW!!!!"

After that, we settle ourselves back home. Once I reached home, went to do the proposal for a friend of mine.

That's all about today....

"Not matter what other girls say about me about liking me...I will not take them as you are the only one that will always be right inside my heart...I swear..no other girls can be better than you do..."

Trying to reach the bright side!!!

2008-07-05T23:52:00.002+08:00

"Deep Sigh"

MAN!!!

Past two days, was trying to reach the bright side and it went quite fine yesterday until I met up and saw some one that made me remember what had happened last Thursday.

Today, went out with my parents as my dad needed to get a new phone. So we went to Marina Square first then went to City Link HMV as I wanted to find two disc, but they were out of the market already. Then after that, went to VIVO to get my dad's new phone. Once at VIVO Starhub, my dad had his phone changed and not only that, my sister also bought a new phone. A LG Secret, and we agreed to share it until I get my new phone at the end of the year as during that time, my contract had expired. My aim is to get a C905, which is a 8.1 MP phone with all the features that I need. After that, went to Zara and bought a new pair of skinnies and a t-shirt.

Thought today I could feel a little better after the things I got, but I tried and tried, but it doesn't go to what I had expected. Hope tomorrow I could cheer up.

And last thing, no matter how much I am going to try, I will not give up as you will always be in my heart and forever will be in my heart. Even it takes me a life time to get you..

A failure will always be a failure!!!

2008-07-03T22:07:00.003+08:00

"Deep sigh"

I think I will be emo again, but this time will be worse than the previous times. Think I gonna fail for the third time in a row. Thought I finally chose a perfect person, but I think it may not come true. Thought after my friends that gave me their support and prayers, I could get that special person, but it seems that it may not work. But I really thank to all my friends that gave me their support and prayers, but I think the treat may be given in a long time or even may not be given at all. I apologise to those who had supported me and giving me your prayers. I am really sorry.

I really can't stop crying and thinking about what had happen today. The feeling really hurts a lot than it used to be. And the feeling made me feel like giving up my life because of the total depression I am having.

When can this depression and emo feeling can final be put to rest???? I really want to be happy with the perfect person beside me. But I think I may also like forcing that person to be with me. ARGHHH!!! MAN!!! What should I do??? What kind of person am I???? What am I doing???

Seriously man, I really can't stop crying and thinking about what happened today. Hope this could end sooner. REALLY HOPE!!!!

If y'all still want to tag to give me more support and prayers, y'all still can do it!!! Thank y'all so much if y'all tag. THANK YOU!!!

WANTED!!!

2008-06-29T01:04:00.005+08:00

Hey Y'all...

News Flash!!!

I need all of your support for _____ to ____ me
Purpose: root me for getting _____
Reward: A treat from me
Number of people: up to my discretion
Conditions to apply:to be personally reviewed and approved by me

PLEASE!!! I really need all your support!!! And do help me pray!!!

And Please!!! Tag if you are helping me!!! Thank you so much for the help!!!

Every tag that you all tag counts the support and prayers y'all giving me!!! PLEASE TAG!!!

Will I get this chance!!!

2008-06-26T20:44:00.003+08:00

"Thinking"...Will I get this chance??? Will I ever this very last chance???

I am saying all this is because that its meaningless for me to live without ____. I swear that when ____ accept me, I will treasure ____ to the very end. ___ are part of my life. Without ____, I am nothing... Hope ___ do accept me!!! Because I truly "strawberry" _____!!! The only thing I asking is to accept me. Once if you do, I can concentrate on my studies better than ever before. I "strawberry" _____!!! And really really, in a million times, misses ____!!!!

For those who know what I mean by "strawberry", you know what I am saying...LOL!!!

That's all I gonna say...

Third Day and Last day of the enrichment

2008-06-25T22:42:00.001+08:00

Today...

Was the very last day of Adam Khoo's Enrichment programme. The schedule today was the same as yesterday but its fun and funny, and the same thing again, we laughed our hearts out, and today we did a lot of physical work and making our own mind map. During the closing ceremony, my parents did not came because wasn't feeling very good and my dad need to take care of her, the starting was fine and funny, but once came to the ending part, the story that Leroy shared with us, some of us cried as it was too touching and sad. I controlled my tears this time and it works, but when it came when some of us went up to tell our parents how much we love them and apologise of the things we done, I started to cry when the first speaker went up to say his story to his parents, and he is one of my friends, as his story was so sad and touching. when it came to one of my classmates turn, i cried non-stop as I really pity him as his father had passed away and the only person who was there for him was his mum. I am sorry. After his speech, I stopped crying.

After the ceremony, most of us went home with our eyes and nose red, and after this enrichment programme, I felt that I am a changed person.

So that's all I gonna say...

I really hope ____ could be right by my side...
As I will treasure ___ til the very end...
I swear...
And I really really really miss ___ a lot

Second Day of School!!!

2008-06-24T22:57:00.002+08:00

Today...

Was quite fed-up with a few of my classmates in the morning for not helping me. During the Adam Khoo enrichment, this time, its much better than yesterday which made all of us laugh all of our organs out because of the jokes and funny moments that the trainers shared with us. But one thing that made all of feeling down, one of the trainers asked us to cover our eyes and imagine what he is saying, which made most of the pupils in the room cried including me. I tried to hold my tears extremely hard, but in the end, I can't hold any longer and started crying. Luckily the room was super dark and I was sitting at the back so one can see me. HEHEHE!!! Because heard its embarrassing for a tough guy to cry. And tonight's dinner is better yesterday's dinner, which almost made me want to puke.

That's all I gonna say y'all..

I really totally miss ____ a lot...
And I ___ after looking at ____...
Really hope ___ can be right by my side...

First Day of School Reopen!!!

2008-06-23T23:57:00.002+08:00

Today was the first day of the end of the holidays and the school has reopened.

During the holidays, didn't have much fun as was busy studying to buck up my results after what happened for my Mid-year Examinations. Went to band for relaxation and will be the last until after O levels, and also went out with my closest friends.

Today, had no lessons but had the Adam Khoo enrichment course. The enrichment programme was fun and all of us had laughed our hearts out, but was kinda sleepy during the programme.

Still got another two more days left...

So that's it about today...

I totally miss ____ like hell...
Hoping ___ can be by my side...

My Wish!!!

2008-06-17T19:36:00.005+08:00

Since after getting my Joey Jordison Signature Drum Sticks, hearing and practicing Slipknot songs, and finding Slipknot Drum Tabs...I wish I can have a Pearl, Slipknot Custom-made, drum set, with Paiste and Paiste Rude Cymbals, Remo drum heads/skins, and also a Joey Jordison Signature Pearl Snare. Here are the pictures...

And here is the full description of the drum set and cymbals: (' " '=inch)

Pearl MMX Masters Series Drums:
Drums - Diamond Burst with Black Hardware
10x8" Tom
12x9" Tom
13x10" Tom
14x12" Tom
16x16" Floor Tom
18x16" Floor Tom
22x18" Bass Drum (x2)
14x12" FFX championship marching Snare
13x6.5" Signature Snare Drum
Cymbals - Paiste (with White Powdercoating and Slipknot logo)
14" 2002 Wild Hi-Hats
13" Signature Heavy Hi-Hats
20" 2002 Power Ride
19" Rude Wild Crash
18" Rude Wild Crash
17" Rude Wild Crash
21" 2002 Wild China
15" 2002 Wild China
18" Rude China
10" Signature Splash
8" Signature Splash
6" Signature Splash
13" Signature Mega Cup Chime

I really do wish i can get my hands on this drum set and also Drum Shields, a.k.a, sound prove chamber.

And most and most of all, I really hope that _____ can accept me because I really miss ____ so damn much...cross my heart...I am...

"FINALLY"

2008-06-12T17:35:00.002+08:00

Finally got my Joey Jordison Signature Series Ahead Drumstick....

Today, went out with my parents to Redhill for lunch and after that, went to Henderson Building where the sticks are sold. Feeling very excited and happy when my mum said that we are going there.

When we reached the building and the shop and gotten my sticks, the shop owner introduced himself to us and talked a lot about drums, drummers coming to Singapore, drum festivals that are going to be held in Singapore, and also the cheapest sound prove chamber that can be moved everywhere, as in only from one place to another when we moved house. The sound prove chamber is totally sound prove as when I stood in front of the chamber, I could not hear my dad talking.

Can't wait to test it on a real drum...HEHEHE!!!

That's all I gonna say...

Totally ____ U!!! A LOT!!!

Thinking

2008-06-12T00:55:00.003+08:00

These past few days...

The feelings I had its getting better, but sad thing is that I cannot come back for band when school reopens, and its because I also want to buck up my studies as my Mid-year results is super bad.

During these few days, also thinking of whether I should ____or should I not ____ to "someone" after hearing two great news. But some how, I feel like ____ that "someone" but I don't know when its the right time to. I hope its sooner and good so I could concentrate well on my O levels.

That's all I gonna say...

"To those band members going to OBS later in Philippines, all the best and must see y'all back in Singapore on the 23rd of June...LOL!!! Bon Voyage!!! Take Care!!!"

IMY soooo much...

Moving on to the bright side bit by bit...

2008-06-04T22:33:00.004+08:00

Hey Y'all...

Though y'all saw me happy today, actually, I am still a little moody, but still trying to move to the bright side. After I apologised to some of my friends yesterday, I felt a little ease, but is still not enough as I think there are still more people to apologise after what I did to make them stay away from me.

If I don't apologise to y'all personally or to y'all face-to-face, and if y'all read my blog, I am here to apologise to y'all for being an irritating person, annoying person and naive person. Because without y'all, I won't be what I am today. Whether y'all hate me or not, I am still here to apologise.

I appreciate for y'all for reading my blog and understandings. Because without friends, it is meaningless to live...

What Have I Done!!!

2008-06-03T20:20:00.002+08:00

Tell me Y'all...What have I exactly done that made y'all stay away from me??? I really want to know why..PLEASE!!! On my knees, I am begging y'all to tell me why, so I can change myself to a better person!!!

This feeling of loneliness really hurts and made my day worse, I don't want the friendship we are having to fade away because of my stupid character or attitude. I want to have a peaceful friendship with y'all. REALLY!!! I don't want to graduate from this school with hurtful memories.

Today, went out with Eelin to get my cap and some graduation gifts, but didn't have much mood when I went out today, and I thought when I went out today, may allow me to cheer up after getting my cap, and it did cheer me up a little. But when I reach back home, the feeling of "Emo" has come back. But Thank You Eelin for the company!!!!

I really really do hope y'all can tell me what have I done. I am willing to hear the things that I had done to y'all to stay away from me. Please!!!

I am Sorry!!!

2008-06-02T12:26:00.003+08:00

Past few days...

Didn't had much mood after I went for the POP performance at Deyi Secondary School last Thursday or should I say, didn't had any mood at all before and after going for the POP performance from the NCOs. Don't know what is wrong with me??? Is it because I had been an annoying person, irritating person, naive person to my friends??? If I am, I am truly sorry, deep down my heart and on my knees, I am really really sorry and I hope that the friendship in us can last forever. It isn't the same as it use to be since I first get to know you guys.

This feeling in me is like making me to stay away from you guys, including the Band and the Alumni Band. And also, this feeling hurts me until it made me cried. To some of you all, you all may be happy if I am not there at all.

Losing friendship is easy than to gain back the friendship, but from what I think, losing friendship is hurts more and gaining friendship is like starting a new life, and I don't want this to happen as being lonely, the feeling will not be the same and the feeling sucks to the core, without any friends.

I really really hope that we could get back together as friends, and I am willing to change whatever attitude I am to get back the friendship we had. I am begging you all on my knees to accept my apologise as I really don't want to lose any friends.

JOIN!!! JOIN!!! JOIN!!!

2008-05-26T20:22:00.005+08:00

"This is OPEN to JURONGVILLE CONCERT BAND members only!!!"

HEY Y'ALL!!!

Me and Two other seniors are making up a Dance group name, "THETA NU GAMMA XI",
To perform for Band Graduation Day.
We will be having a "DANCE FIGHT and OTHERS MORE"
Dancing "Hip-Hop", "Krumpstepping", "Clowning" and "Shuffling"

If you don't know how to dance, I can teach you even you take me a long time.
I take in those who can/cannot dance and are/are not fast learners

PLEASE!!! Join!!! Because we really need people. And I assure Y'ALL will have lots of "FUN"

{If you want to join, contact me or find me in person}

(Hope Y'ALL JOIN)

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!

2008-05-24T00:08:00.002+08:00

WOOOWWW!!!

Its past midnight and I am still hyper...I think I feel much better now after talking to some of my friends in MSN and they helped to cheer me up. Thanks you guys for the great help from stopping me to become EMO. Being EMO really sucks as we must act in front of people to allow them not to realise that we are feeling down. It sucks to the core. Now, I am feeling tired as this morning, woke up at 4.30 am in the morning to go for morning band.

Ok..That's all folks...and this is my third post of the day...WOWWW!!! Three post within a day...

Second Post Of Today

2008-05-23T20:37:00.006+08:00

Hey Ya'll....

This is the second post of today...

I really think I am becoming EMO again. And I am Serious!!! Don't know what to do about it??? ARGHHH!!!! Not only that, seems like I got this feeling that most of my closest friends are avoiding me??? SAD!!! Not only that, this feeling also made me like not to go band anymore...Its like super hard for me to give up this feeling after months of being happy and normal...And it really made me wanting to cry. Even I thought after playing my new game, Grand Theft Auto IV, may make me feel better, but it doesn't work at all even though the game is super fun.

So after that, I went to the gym as usually after the work out, all my bad and sad feelings will fade away, but don't know why this time can't.

I actually wanted to practice my break dance and hip hop dancing for Band Graduation Day and also to teach some band members who are joining us as they don't know how to dance hip hop, but this feeling is like making me to give up. ARGGHHHH!!! What's happening to me????

"To Band members and seniors of Jurongville Concert Band, if you want to join us for the performance, do contact me. If you join, it will be great and will make my EMO feeling go away, but if you join, don't give up half way because its hard for me to reorganise the dance moves again. And the dance will be tough. So if you want to join, my advice you is to think twice before joining" (Opens to Fast learners and/or people who can dance)(To people who want to dance but are not fast learners and cannot dance, I am willing to teach you)

What's Wrong????

2008-05-23T15:51:00.002+08:00

MAN!!!

I think I am feeling EMO again...Don't even know why??? Is it because of my irritation to some of my friends??? Is it because of my results??? Is it because of the shyness that I am having??? Is is because I am like an extra in front of some of my friends???

ARRGGGHHHHH!!! MAN!!! What is it?? Can Some one, I mean Anyone, please tell me or help me or else I may become EMO again and being EMO sucks...ARGGHHHH!!! !@$!%!%!@

If it was my result, I already set my mind to study extremely and buck up during the holidays, like for 3 to 4 hours a day, because this Mid-Year Examination, I did pretty bad, and after knowing and seeing of the result, I set my mindset to study mode during the holidays or else I can't make it for the course I want in Singapore Polytechnic.

That's all I gonna say...

About the week

2008-05-17T11:01:00.002+08:00

Its been some time that I haven't post anything.

On Monday, didn't have school as I did not have any paper and the whole day, all I did was online and playing my games on my PS3 which I did not touch it for months.

On Tuesday, had Chinese listen comprehension and it went fine, but I was too sleepy as I slept pretty late on Monday to do my nightly work out. After that, waited for Vania and the rest to finish their last paper as we were going to watch Iron Man, but sad thing is that, Audrey did not join us as she needs to have a check up before going to the OBS camp. So all of us had a great time watching the movie and walking around town. After awhile later, Hua Dong and Deon came as they felt bored after their their swim. After that, went to Ngee Ann City to have a drink at Coffee Bean as most of us were very tired. After that, home sweet home.

On Wednesday, didn't have school again as it was Marking Day and did the same thing on Monday.

On Thursday, had normal lesson, but its different as all the Sec 4 Express and Sec 5 Normal Academic had two hours of Mother Tongue for every single day as our O Level Mother Tongue is two weeks from now. So if we did well, we may not need to take the second time again. After school, had Mother Tongue remedial and after that, went to Band Store to practice Break Dancing with Khai Seng, but when we wanted to practice, didn't know Mr chua came and he used the Band Store to practice with Hafiz and me for the Percussion Ensemble. When I could play part of it already, went to the empty space beside the Dance Studio with Khai Seng to practice our Break Dancing. But sad thing is that, I could not get the basics right. After a short practice, went back to Band Store to continue practice with Mr Chua and Hafiz.

On Friday, went to Band after school, but this time, Khai Seng and I could practice in the Band Store, but one problem is that, the both of us must stop here and there as people kept on going in and out of the Band Store as we didn't want to embarrass ourselves as our moves are still not perfect yet. After awhile later, Farhan, Khai Seng and I went to do some stunts where we try to jump over numbers of tuba cases and the three of us succeeded until when we were to try on the fifth case, I fell and injured my thumb and I had a hard time playing the drums. After that, went down with Vania and Shaffiqah to the canteen as Vania was hungry, but all the stores were closed, so we went to take a drink. After that, went back to the Band Room and teached Kenneth the beats and rhythms for Flying High as he had difficulties playing. Awhile later, the both of us went to the Band Store as Mr Chua wanted to teach the rest and the both of us were kinda noisy.

That's all I gonna say...

Advanced Mother's Day Celebration

2008-05-11T00:49:00.002+08:00

Today, had an advanced Mother's Day Celebration with the entire family from my Mother's side.

Before that, went to town to get some gifts for my aunt and my grandmother. When walking around, saw one hoodie and it is so damn style with all the Old English Letters and I wanted it so much, but the price is damn ugly. It cost $182. Damn!!! After getting the gifts, we went back to my Uncle's house. When my cousins came, all of us were chatting for quite sometime, and once the buffet dinner was ready, the three of us, my cousins and I, went to take the first bite.

After the dinner, had arm wrestle with my cousins as the past few months, they beat me, but now, I won them because they are stronger than me last time, and after all my training, I finally beat them. After that, the three of us sat at one corner of the house and talk about our lives. Like girls, school and lots of crap.

After a long chat, my cousins and I were doing some break dance, and I tried to do the Kip Up, but I can't and one of my cousins thought me how and the correct way. To those of you who do not know what is Kip Up, go to You Tube and watch it as its hard for me to explain what is it. After hearing on what he told me, I must practice many times. Not only he taught me how to do Kip Up, he also taught me how to do other break dance, like the 6 step dance and etc. After a long time of practicing and teaching, its time for all of us to go back home, and all of us said farewell to each other until the next special occasion, which is Father's Day.

Had fun chatting and lots of stuffs with my cousins...

So..That's it...So Long!!!

Peace!!!

2008-05-09T20:11:00.002+08:00

Finally I can have some peace because all my exams had finish, but not exactly finish as I still have Chinese Listening Comprehension next week Tuesday. And one more good thing is that, next Monday, I don't need to go to school as I do not have any paper on that day, so that means, can sleep late and longer. HAHAHA!!!

OK!!! About past few days exam, I had a lot of stress as I need to study every subject to get good grades, but there is one sad thing, before my physics paper, I studied like crazy which made me stay up the whole night to study, and when I take the paper, I could not understand a single, even the top student in our school also could not understand. The paper was damn super tough. That was the first time that I stood up the whole night to study one subject and I won't be doing that again.

Today, I can have a peaceful sleep after the few days of studying, but its only the beginning as "O" Levels is coming soon.

Next Tuesday, will be going out with Vania, Sery, Audrey, and maybe Eelin and Shaffiqah, and I am like the only guy and I need to find one or two guys to come along as I know Khai Seng could not as he has normal lessons going on in school. Sorry Man..Next time then!!!

Tomorrow, going to meet my cousins again and I agree with them that we will have an arm wrestle and I am like training my muscles every day so that I could beat them for once.

So..That's it...So Long!!! And All The Best To People who are still taking their MYE!!! "JIAYOU"

HI...BYE....

2008-05-02T22:11:00.002+08:00

Nothing to say here...

This few days was super stress and tiring. Last Monday, had both Science Practical and both went well, but I made one stupid mistake. Forgotten to convert centimetre to millimetres. After that, had Physics remedial. After remedial, went back with Vania, Eelin and the rest, and I missed Social Studies remedial as I was not feeling that good.

Tuesday, had normal lessons and remedial. After that, went to Jurong East Library with Sery to teach her Maths. After that, went to KFC for our meal and went back home after that.

Wednesday, had normal lessons and remedial but after that, stayed back for awhile to receive some Social Studies notes and worksheet for revision. And practiced some blast beats and double pedals.

Thursday, it was Labour Day. Went to my Uncle's house to collect something from there and once I went there, had a lot of comments from my grandmother because of my weight. After that, had a cup of home-made ice-cream near my Uncle's place. After that, went to Beauty World Plaza to get some things. After that, went home and went to the gym to workout, and it feels great after the workout.

Today, man today, was my Chinese Mid-Year Exam, and it was quite tough. I think I am going to fail again as I think I wrote too short for Composition and maybe out of point for Letter Writing. As for Paper 2, it didn't went well as I didn't quite understand some of the questions. After the paper, went to Jurong Point with Sery and ate at KFC for lunch and went to Coffee Bean to study and also talk some crap. After that, went to Popular bookshop as I needed to get foolscap paper, but there isn't any that I want. After that, went home and continue to practice blast beats. Was happy that I could play the speed of 230 BMP, but after awhile later, couldn't do it already.

That's all of what happen this week...

Man...
Totally miss you a lot...
Want to see you day and night...
Hope you could give me a chance...

Emo Boy

September 6th 2010

Why must I always be the one who suffers???!!!

*SOB SOB SOB* End of Year one!! Can we stay what we are next semester???!!!

Turning from the bright side to the dark side!!

FINALLY!! YAYYY!!!

TIRED!!!

GOSH!!!

DEAD BEAT!!!

Final Decision!!!

Moody!!

"Random Mood"

Am I thinking too much???

SAD!!! SAD!!! SAD!!!!

OMGOMGOMG!!!

THANK YOU!!!!

FUN FUN FUN!!! Part One!!!

FREEDOM!!

Tired!!! Sleepy!! Stress!!!

What Should I do!!!

Disappointed!!!

Back to NORMAL!!

*Mood Swings*

Dead Beat!! and PACKED!!

"Stress!!!" "Worried!!" "Scared!!!"

Flying High in the heavens!!!

Cheer Up JVCB!!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!! + Tired!!!

I WANT THIS BADLY!!!

BlahBlahBlah!!!

.....

Tributing to IRON MAIDEN!!!

Persevere!!!

"Sigh"!!

My Wish!!!

Dreams and Passion!!!

HAPPY!! HAPPPYYYY!!!

Finally Decision!!!

Disappointed!! Sad!! Miserable!!!

Stress!!! Worried!!! Scared!!! Nervous!!!

Most happiest time of my life!!!

HAPPPYYY 2009!!!!

Finally I Am Back!!!

Going off to Bali!!!

Wondering??? Thinking??? Staring the air around me!!!

Finally!!!

Super Fun and Super Tired !!!!

happy!!! Happy!!! HAPPY!!!

Lonely!!! :(

What a week!!

ITS OVER!!!

Can't really wait to end this War!!! and Can't wait for my Game to Launch!!!

O LEVELSSS!!!!!

Back again to the normal self!!!

Going back to the dark side!!!

Happy!! Happy!!! HAPPY!!!

Super Super Tired and Sleepy!!!

Going Down!!!

Happy!! Happy!! Happy!!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

Just One More Day!!

Super Tired!!!

"Jumping all over the place" !!!

Recovered and super tired!!!

SICK!!! SICK!!! SICK!!!

What A Weeekk!!!

Same as Usual!!!

What Should I Do!!!

Think going to continue to climb back up!!!

"Wondering"..."Stressed Up"...

Half way to the bright side..Should I continue???

Climbing Back the Bright Side Bit by Bit!!!

Think will fail on reaching the bright side!!!

Trying the very best to reach the bright side!!!

Trying to reach the bright side!!!

A failure will always be a failure!!!

WANTED!!!

Will I get this chance!!!

Third Day and Last day of the enrichment

Second Day of School!!!

SOB SOB SOB End of Year one!! Can we stay what we are next semester???!!!

Mood Swings

Thinking